♥love you...

Sunday, April 20, 2008Y

i'll be starting a short pt time course @ psb on tues n fri, 7 - 10 pm. i think i will be panda n puffer fish =/

I didnt realise whatever I feel, how heartache i m, how painful i'm affects the dear ones beside me. I always thought whatever kind of r/s pain im bearing, is soley my burden...till yday, you 'enlightened' me

you are right. it nv occured to me that my mom could actually be secretly feeling the ache for me - just bcos she did not tell me. and she didn tell me bcos she know i will be angry and will think she is 'poking' into my affairs.

To many - i may just look like i m a very happy person, strong. But..actually there are many things which I just kept within. maybe im too conscious of myself. too ai mian zi...

i felt like walking out of the dark side....but........i felt very troubled. am i still deciving myself... there are good times too right, isnt it? but is he the one...you will live forever with?

Chapter close or continue.......

ends at 4/20/2008 09:24:00 PM

Sunday, April 13, 2008Y

SHU UEMURA high performance balancing cleansing oil - classic
150 ml

I've use only 10cm (count from brim), retail price - S$53.
Selling at S$45

THANK YOU !!!

ends at 4/13/2008 04:19:00 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008Y

in actual fact, i can almost return back to work the 2nd day after the op....

i am very very very scared to return to work.....

next week onwards.......this colleague is no longer around. I have to cover her duties and I....don't know how i can cope

sometimes i think i rather want a "sing lang" work, no stress no high responsibilities no commitments !!!!! When ur really sicked or on happy holidays - you dont worry about your work.

but everything outside now is increasing....now you can hardly find a stall selling mee @ S$2.00 and coffee @ S$0.70 !!! Branded yakun n hans coffee is S$1.30

ends at 4/11/2008 01:22:00 PM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008Y

bye 2 wisdom tooth!

1 extracted out, 1 surgey. The horrifying stories of after op did not hit me.. so far so good. they said cant talk, cant drink, still very painful and one is most gua zhang - use straw to DRINK porridge! The most painful is when Im still suffering the pain with the tooth giving me...I woke up in midnight and cried to him HAHAHA. Hungry like siao - but U cant eat!!!

Maybe my surgeon was a pro one =) And i have 5 days of off days. Muahahhaha !!
But this is sweet moments, aft which bitter tough times when return on 14th Mon. SICKED - Phonecallsssss receiving this mrng already..

No pix of my fishball face or the scary looking 2 big tooth. Actually now ok, not fishfall face liao. And I can talk perfectly now.....maybe i can sing ktv also!!!!

ends at 4/09/2008 10:14:00 PM

Monday, April 07, 2008Y

Tinge of warmth

my colleague sent me this cute little pix knowing that i am going for e op..haha, it was nice, cos i seldom encountered warmth in my wrkplc!

I am scared of tomorrow!!!! so many had been frightening me..blood oozing..pain..fever..swollen and worse, cant eat. I am hungry but i cant eat!! Shed some kilos away le ~~ also..work.......my piles of wrk will 'mountain' n my email will be flooded

Auto car is SONG! Thanks for e support rendered =) Ur not like HIM! who doesnt support

ends at 4/07/2008 05:43:00 PM

Thursday, April 03, 2008Y

Last dentist appn @ Dec 07 - realised i have an out of angle wisdom tooth. it ERUPTED yesterday..causing me unbearable pain that I cried...!!! The op will be on Tues 8 Apr and will be given a 5days MC. Is the pain really that unbearable even after op is done =( ??

I cant take so many days off from work.........Im so sicked of my scope of work and the load. I am in so much pain and I still need to worry about my never ending work..this mth, we see 4 resignations - with 2 working together with me at same location. How do you think I feel? Frightening...how long can i endure n fight the war

at T3~

ends at 4/03/2008 09:29:00 PM