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Monday, July 31, 2006Y

monday again. why do i feel so lazy to go to work ? its just a month!the thought abt me moving on to the adminstrative side just pukes me =(

i think i am those niam ti ti gf also. heng i tink he is also! we only spent one whole saturday together. Sakae, shop ard, den waited for him to finish his drivin lessons. i sat at ubi tt cfeshop for 2hrs! argh...so wei da. haha. Watched too fast too furious !! So exciting~~~ Drifting at multi storey carpark! and all the chio cars...and drift drift all the way. unlike initial D.

im like his dictionary, translator, financial consultant, notebook, hr asst...and yeah!! he gave me his mp3!! Also, its also a kinda stressful thing...slowly, i am being intro to his family n close frens. all under unprepared conditions!

nx week is a fantastic wk! national dae on wed, not a wrking day. I haf TWO ndp tix. Bu 3 bu 4, just 2tixs! if i haf 4 or 6, my family can go. but TWO? he haf to wrk tt dae. haix.

ends at 7/31/2006 04:41:00 PM

Saturday, July 29, 2006Y

finally saturday =D i find my weekdays torturing and always anticipating for weekends. its a 1/2 sat today, if only im alone for my dept! the pi gu hole guy is here, Eeeks. wear pants oso let the pi gu hole breathe, wear jeans oso same. he loves to reveal his pi gu hole!!!

going to meet my dar ltr~

tues havin my b. theory test. Pass - i can go practical le! Coincidentally, he is takin his TP too !

ends at 7/29/2006 12:33:00 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006Y

Now i feel that i am really a children, who just started working in a real word outside.....

am i really not exposed and have little understanding of how REAL WORKING is? Sharing workload, fighting for work to do, asking hey you still got many things to do ah, do you need my help? and soooo many questions to ask.

i came back to office today. and my desk haf a new wallpaper!! documents spread across my desk. fark. i feel tat it was rude, stupid. Cant he pile them up and leave it on my document tray? wah lau....its not like u be off today and cant inform me of any changes.

suddenly i dislike working and wana couch at home!! Suddenly feel abit turn off by my company...haha....for 3mths i be doin A's job, after which do B's job. I feel so complicated and in a mess! And now the jobscope between me and tat ah gua is indisorder, who shld do wat?

if only weekend is longer !! Our Sat to bugis, Sun to orchard. Cant imagine when he haf to start shift duties, den we haf no more sat & sun. arhhhh~~~~

ends at 7/24/2006 11:00:00 AM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006Y

jinmin说他喜欢mingyan!!!

feel so loveee ! watched underworld revolution and used the towel to dry my hair... haha =D mrng wake up, 1st person u see and its him. breakfast together den took train together, he went wrk. finaallly he said this, xie jin min xi huan ming yan !! his stand is, alot of things dunneed verbally say but i wanted him to tell me, i wana feel its TRUE and feel secure abt US.

hahhs...im sooooooo gao xing =D

ends at 7/18/2006 02:02:00 PM

Saturday, July 15, 2006Y

Nothing better to be happier bcos its the long awaited SAT!! and my weekend chalet is here =p im going and im happie =D Excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yday "pai pai" event. annually, our family will be there. yah i was very very inexperienced, i didnt know much and couldnt help out much. She arrived later then all of us, reached le, immediately chiong and offered help! Didn acknowledge me nvm. Took the things away from my hand and put it on for guan yin niang niang. Tell u, i feel so lousy! wat, trying to tell me you know alot and always go help out as compared to me? But lolz, being clever is ok but dun over-clever!! She put it upside down !! Den help help oso for half show nia =x

"zaizai" said, i am not those who lead comfortable life, and i have to work for long. he asked abt my job, and i mention-"count pple salary" he said in future, i will be rich! Den he asked if i have bf, and he said i will GET ONE SOON!! within 6mths !!! and he even asked and knew.."u waited for long already right?" will happen, but must grab the chance and said i shldn think so much!

how positive and happy can it be for me? hAHha....

felt slightly stressed and worried for my job. her maternity leave became her resignation! she kept it from me!! now im just left with tt EEee guy and mgr.

ends at 7/15/2006 11:51:00 AM

Thursday, July 13, 2006Y

* perks of working at my company !! *
Lunch at one of the resturant yday =) Sharkfins and all the delicacies mUahahha. SO EXCITING SO SATISFYING!!!

Seah street for korean dinner last night. so xinfu! we were so full aft evything, complete meal for cousin n myself , grilled fish and eggy omlette. And amazingly the bill was juz $24. hah, no gst, no svc charge. AND.they didn count in grilled fish into our bill!!! ordered the fish from boss, bill oso from boss. why was it forgotten? FREE FOR US? Lolz..

in future, when i haf kids, i will let them study well study hard.....gif them gd education. yesterday n today-my moods, in low spirits. i've been checking abt sch admission and etc for him. honestly, he really stand very low chance of getting to any schs.. i felt so xin tong.. when we talked and discussed abt tat, he can niam n kp alot abt those thingy, sound angry n etc, i noe he is not scolding me, but i felt shitty abt all these. den talked talked till i cried just now. stupid lah right?!! cried for wat? cried cos i felt the heartpain, the arguing, loud conversations or fear of his niaming and kp?

ends at 7/13/2006 05:36:00 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006Y

A happy girl today

Talked for two hrs last night !!! =D

Hah my prediction was wrong. Buy XIAO is wrong. Cos italy 1- france 1 !! You shldn haf ask me buy XIAO or buy DA!! But the muacks given to u was so great. And still can ask me, HIGH ANOT? Lolz..

The stayover topic was discussed again. Ur thoughts was, you said once/twice, means the offer stands forever. But NO! I still want n need u to ask me..i cant b so thick skin to go up myself n knock at ur door rite? Hah..was happy hearing tat u said its very nice cos I can be dere wif u, and dere is somebody to talk to and pei. And, it took me alot of courage to tell u, actuali I wanted to go stayover alot too! Esp e times I was still in sch n sentosa. U can still say, nw Hg and Wdls oso not far, got direct bus!

I will listen to u, pack my barangs barangs, my girls stuffs, my everything to put dere hahAh!!

ends at 7/10/2006 09:44:00 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006Y

Looking for another temp HR assistant now.....probably 3 months contract. Let me know, ask ur frens around. My colleague is goin maternity leave nx friday, will be best if the person can start immediately! or else my mgr and i will haf lots of work to do....

I am very satisfied with the genting trip. 3 tops and 2 shoes !! Spent all my rm money! And it wasnt me....i went up SPACESHOT and ROLLERCOASTER Ride. Sooo frightening!! Heart felt like it almost dropped out and for a few seconds, i couldnt scream! So, this is the feeling of commiting suicide-jumping down from a bldg?

with him no longer in army, alreadi ord..start a new job @ jurong..i hope we can meet. we are now on talking terms agn. i still do like him...

ends at 7/03/2006 04:35:00 PM