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Wednesday, March 29, 2006Y

3 more days

Thur Dinner and Dance @ Meridien Hotel. Gonna be my first ever D&D! Excited and looking forward WeEee!! The theme is ‘back to sch u’. But I dun understand why my RM wan us to dress in WHITE top and BLACK bottoms. SUCH TURN OFF, haha. Later pple mistaken us as waitress how? And WHITE + BLACK is so orbiang, so dull, so sua ku!!

And worse, I’ve no white tops!! Now all I wan is a nice white tube top, and I can pair it up with nice accessories. BUT I GOT NO WHITE TOPS. I thot if they insist we wear sch-u, that wil be much better? Cos I’ve in mind to wear my St john uniform. The white sexy one WahHaha!!

Why izzit called Dinner and Dance(D&D) ? Is there goin to be a dance? BUT wat if I’ve no partner to dance with tt nite? =( This sound so Cinderella and dramatic!

Yrs back, It was bcos of a D&D tat I got to know Lyon. And im suppose to go with him. But I tink wks before tt, we quarreled and fight. And I missed the chance!!

Very black face during work today. Not on purpose at all. Never talk much, never laugh, joke, crap with anyone. And few kept asking me, “u okay ma, todae? Why so sianx, so quiet?”

Haix, I dunnoe, I jus feel very fedup, moodless to work. At merl. And moreover, I just spent my past 3days at the beach. At merl, I feel tt I am of not importance at all. I CANT SELL. I CANT PERFORM. I hate the zoning part ok. Stupid, stand whole day at floor.

I like to be an all rounder. And the only place is, at the beach. Cashiering, serving, opening, closing, replenishment and many.

TIRED

ends at 3/29/2006 12:13:00 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006Y

ashamed of my poly results! I’ve no As but full of C+ and B+. My GPA is low and made me felt tat I didn work hard at all! Some pple in class are so irritatingly funny, cos they keep super low profile of their GPA score, and mind u..their GPA is something to be proud of, not to be embarrassed of. Why so secrective? Lolx.

my score was 2.667. why got 3 dec plc? Very sad lor. 2.667 like reali very low! Tt time saw a mgmt trainee program at one org, the criteria was GPA score of at least 2.7. And dats why I determine mine was really bad. And comparing mine to uni admission criteria 3.5!! dwarf meeting giant >.<>

Yday at fareast saw him, gio guy from mc class. Told my mom n cousin, and my mom said:”tt one in white ah?” And I tink he heard it, cos he turned to the direction and saw me!! OMG…paiseh!! Its bad enuff tat in the past, clairia janelle used to li siao siao when we both walked past in sch. Bcos of tat huh, evytime I felt so awkard whenever I see him !! muaHaHaa…but den...........he’s cute cuteww!

Sunday. Richard 21st bday. my pri sch, sec sch fren, plus same poly. he's inviting. but jus sec sch frens going =/ i didn want to go..i DISLIKE attending anything involving sec sch frens, esp the gals. But Darren, my best-est fren and closest fren(till now) keep askin me go!! and Richard even called me personally. Now how? GO or NOT?

First song heard today..always on time...he once said he like this song..so listening to this, remind me sooo much of him....we were then at ECP chillingz out!

I’m going to work on april1st. April Fools. What one yr anniversary? Its all one sided wish. Bloody hell. A year since april1st 05. Mayb I still rem the time as well. Ya..i noe I nv wrk for it..i didn fight for it..i certaintly dun wan this to be the same as the previous one. So what am I going to do. I noe myself, I am just scared of disappointments, rejections. I truly hope something good will occur. I’ll be happy, U’ll be happy =)

more...Mos pix

(so small, but im lazy to edit le!)

ends at 3/24/2006 10:58:00 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006Y

I am feeling guilty of my misbehaviour.

went clubbin, Mos and stayed all the way out till 6am. reaching hm at 7am, felt so horrible + paiseh cos bus wasnt empty. pple going work and students goin sch!

tonight music was nice ewww!! heard many many nice songs n fav songs, HahAa..retroish summer rain,hate myself for lovin u,worldcup OLE OLE, RnB bounce,whr is e luv,family affair !! and many shuai ge!

8 pple, 4 gers and 4 guys! Tho' just 3 missing from the previous outing, but it stil feels different. tt time was fun! Perhaps due to bar hopping? and pple drunk can li siao siao. waHahha! And know why we didn go obar? WTF, age for guys revised, to 25. door bitch jus declined entry to them, saying they jus revised age limit last wk.

asked fren who work dere. he said, ITS JUS FOR INDIANS. what's tat logic? I dun see the point, i dun see the need, i dun see the reason AT ALL. LAME and NONSENSE.

but he cant reali/dunnoe the reasob behind that. apparently, he jus told me 'SssHHhh,not to tell pple'. Well..i tink could be bcos of mishappenings in the past over dere? Indians man creating trouble or watsoever lah. But revising the age certaintly dont make any difference! So ur telling me indians man 25 above surely wont create nonsense? The more i tink, the more i find tat club rule ridiculous. I am going to complain.

clairia and me. tis pix looks reali strange?!

survivors(cos we were the last to leave!) stanley and me. (jason not in pix!)

this one....make us seems so couple-ish. Lolx

ends at 3/23/2006 07:48:00 AM

Sunday, March 19, 2006Y

Is anyone familar with eBay? Or are buyers of eBay?
i need help !!! dunno how the system work >.<

i wana get this

ends at 3/19/2006 12:30:00 AM

Saturday, March 18, 2006Y

SIM haf always been my favourite sch. Ahh, I donno why, but I just like the school very much. Looking at my poly grades & GPA, I felt soo awful!! Terrible results I’ve got. Tempted to join SIM. I wanna throw hat!! Especially since the Mktg degree for poly grads is exempted to just a mere 1.5yrs! But the terror of rushing for projs and exams still put me off!!!

Evyone got their bad habits. But sometimes I really dunlike it. Evytime before our meeting time is approaching, I will receive this msg ”Sorry, I’ll be late.” ITS ALWAYS. And its getting more and more irritable!

Mentioned that Fri I’m suppose to go office help? BUT WTH! She took AL and forgot and didn notify me abt it! In the end, went down to palawan for its 1st day opening =) Glad tho. At least they nv ask me go merl. HAHaha. But wat happens if tat day I wasn’t wearing jeans and was with skirt + heels? LOLx..Well..Palawan is nice, lotsa nice accessories and bikinis top. PLUS STAFF DISCOUNT! HOORAY!!

My manager is offering me the mgmt trainee program. Bonded for 2yrs, pay was kinda good, esp for a retail line. She put it so nicely, “then I let u incharge of the BEACH!” AIYO, u tink I’ll be bought in by ur words? I know u so well le! HAHahAa…

She too said that she MAY trsf me up to QM. Cos one incharge is leaving, so she will want me up to help and assist with QM. I dunwan QM!!!!!! She used the word MAY. BUT from another colleague, they said its CONFIRM and they were already discussing it!!!

U SEE? Retail line, involving many people, is always full of problems!!

ends at 3/18/2006 01:43:00 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006Y

Who’s the problem?

she obviously wasn’t that happy to see me, she was resting her chin using her hands, on the table. She wasn’t keen to talk much to me, to reply to my questions I’ve asked, about asking about what I’m doing currently, and even being impolite to the fren next to me.

DULAN. FARKED UP. If I did anything wrong, tell me. If you hate me, shoot me off. If you just want me to disappear, I will, if you tell me. If you think I am just too kpo, too bothered, too concern abt you, you can inform me.

So far, as I know, I still treat you very much like my good fren. And I detest that attitude you are giving me. It make me felt damn bu shuang that frenship of many yrs just gone down the drain, without knowing what’s the issue, the problem.

AND IT GOT WORSE, WHEN COMMON FRENS AMONG US ARE SUPPORTING YOU ALL THE WAY. NOT REALISING HOW I FELT. “Maybe she’s busy? Rushing off to somewhere? Dun think so much lah..friends wont run away just liddat…”

If you all know anything, just tell me lah. Dun need to beat ard the bush or hide anythings. Okay?

Still part-timing at sentosa. Haix..i really hate going merl to work.. Over there, the cb woman kaopeh nonstop, more shitty workload and stupid things they implement. But things will seem to turn better. Cos tml I am asked to go office help out!! And nx wkend im goin back to the beach to work!!!

Jus came back for one interview today. Its one job that I really ASPIRE to work for………retail administrator… and one good org. But then, I may not get the job. So send for resumes and wait for call evyday!

Cousins Outing to cousin pub.

ends at 3/16/2006 04:18:00 PM