♥love you...

Friday, February 24, 2006Y

Finished my exams. And finished with my studies!!
Graduation to be =p

holidays, nua-ing, slacking, playing, part-timing.

last dae of exams, all of us went club together! almost ten over of us!!

First to Dbl-0, Second to Obar, Third to MOS.
ladies nite! cover waived waAHahaa...and free drinks. keep taking and taking. One word:SHUANG!

stayed all the way till 6am+ with them, even for breakfast.
Perhaps tis could be the last time so many of us gonna hang out together..

tequila shots tat we keep taking!

At obar

eejek joann qingyan nelle

vig and jason!

me (my ruan hair =/) n clairia !!

nick vig stan jason nelle!

they are crazy about him =x

haix sianx sianx, will continue working at merl. wish i can be trsf to palawan!btw....i've no internet connection @ hm now =( bills issue again.

suddenly i felt kinda left out by evyone who visit here. issit bcos its fan that i keep saying about the same old person? Nvm, duncare. anyway, seriously, evyone is like telling me to take initiative or wateva, but its hard. he's such contradicting. the msgs seems so lovely but why arent he doing anything?

final destination with you can?

ends at 2/24/2006 08:25:00 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006Y

valentine's day

2pm+: an usual valentine msg with words like, "for a fren" and "love always"

5pm+: actuali i haf a feel he wil msg me. When i received the msg, i felt so ruan,esp with the above 2phrases. i dunno wat to reply back so hrs later,decided to gif those usual valentine msg too.

11pm+: msg received. 1st: ask,"aft candlelite dinner ah". and his reply was..."u no dinner with me ma, so i dundare"

and talked abt tat time he played me out (slept and forgot!! plus made me cry) and i oso said "u like soo busy,even msn duntok to me, how i dare find u" he said "whr got...u like soo cold to me"

he mentioned his firm stand to me once again, the staying over.

"U can come anyday as u wan ma..I sae oreadi,my door oways open for u.."

"it can be anytime, juz for u,nt for others...i sae that all along"

AND.."wardrobe readi gt a space for u since april 2005"

He even remember the date we know each other! (tho it wasnt the exact date he rem,its juz few daes wrong)

And this.. "if u wan, i can take leave or mc juz for u....I nv lie"
i reply back 'why say so?? i am fine ya.."

and he, "ok..Ok..u win...these few daes...i'm ur's"

wth is that!!!!! i could haf replied something like just few daes u r mine? can it be FOREVER? lolx..of cos i didn sae so lahx....

wat does all this mean? im sooooo confused. i hope he tell me what he's trying to say, what he mean. All this msgs seems more than that ya...seems a little too obvious, too wat le ritex..

sometimes the words he used, the things he do, the things he cared about, arent things that a normal guy wil care at all. But im jus wondering issit that i've think abit too much, maybe its not wat i tink so? asked wat my mother said abt him when he came my hse, suggesting we can watch alot of dvds together, abt leaving me a space in the wardrobe, joke abt he have my hse keys which my mom gif him, smelling me tat time-lolx.

Taking intiative....i wanted to..i wanted to. BUT im scare. if rejection occurs, i will HATE HIM. cos tt possibly means all along he haf been giving me the wrong signal. AND he will disappear from my sight, my mind. i will thrash the frenship away.

i really really like you. very very much feel for you.
SINCE APRIL 2005.

Kenny

how? wat shld i do?

ends at 2/15/2006 01:46:00 AM

Sunday, February 12, 2006Y

"mumble mumble....we can go msia.....mumble mumble"

That was wat i caught actually. WHAHA. And here goes my reply...

"YA HOR!! We can do our shopping fast at ikea den go home take passport and off we go to msia later!!!!"

"Wah u damn FIERCE!! I was saying NEXT TIME we can go msia....MAYBE IN THE FUTURE..."

So those are the actual words from the mumblings i heard. Haha..but our fierce-ness really overcame everything. We make done with our shopping at ikea, and took a cabbie home. Home there and home here. Den mrt there and bus IN. 2 girls. Haha...first time ever. My first bus trip into Msia. *ROAR* We're planning a lil further in on our next trip....HOLIDAY INN PLAZA. Will we? Would we? Can we?

Fierce kids.
Secret recipe - Moist Choc Cake. Roti Prata Curry Soup. Weird Mush & Normal Pepper Chic Chop.
Mickey mouse boutique - RM100 above. But still love 'em. Crave for 'em. Coffeebean - Best service award.Shoes - Heels to flats to norm slip-ons.
Chewing gums - Not my fav. But dunno y that girl love 'em so much. DUN GET IT.
Salesgirls - <可以扣给你们咯> Den, follow. Follow. Follow.

Cuzz and me. Always doing stupid things. HAhahaa~ Even shits.

* credit goes to, my one and only cousin. cos i copied her wrk. lol.*

so remember, no secret recipe @ city square. Unless u want the pumkin soup tasting like roti prata curry and ice lemon tea with extra sourness. im aiming kenny rogers on my next trip. very tempted to go beyond city square, to hol plza. but very guo fen!! lolx, and many folks ard me are disencouraging me, dunno why sometimes my fren will 'scold' me sia(esp if i do wrong things)...haha..

our family fav is bee hoon kuey. found exclusively at 216! its not those cloudy + soggy + sold by ***** pple and found in food courts!

my top goes well with 216 background-red chairs

our runaway, no 1

our runaway, no 2

and our runaway 3

ikea's green cushion and the greeny me

new and improved earring shop. idea is from cousin. thks to daiso.

palawan beach shop is openin nx mth. i HOPE i get transfer down, please......merlion ass stinks, i wanna get out of there-to haf fresh air at beach.

last sem, three exams paper to go. the most critical, and worrying year for me..i didn do well thru out the whole sem. i'll try to work hard. omg..all theortical modules..memorise memorise memorise..

ends at 2/12/2006 12:06:00 AM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006Y

driving lessons-class 3a

my mind is all abt this now!! will take up as sch candidate. i know its ALOT ALOT more expensive. But sch candidate seems more suitable for me, since i know nuts abt cars,drivin. Sch is also much faster rite? as in the classes schedule, test dates rite? Wat are the timings of the theory classes? Web only state the prac sessions=x And how mani prac sessions altogether? Enrolment package include the books and insurance?

In ssdc, evything seems cheaper huh? but i duncare ...its too far, and i wont be in sch soon. Private oso dirt cheap ya? its like 1/2 price!! iI oso heard from some frens tat they haf fixed instructor, i oso tink it seems better, cos they will noe ur pace n etc, but its $6 more. aiyox.

Felt very demoralised. failed my QM test(its 15% weightage), pathetic 10marks lorh =( proj oso dunnoe the grade of my proj. worse..exam is 60%.....Intl Biz, most prob i've cleared. HOPEFULLY, please!! todae presentation is okay...test pass 28/50..previous proj either "b" or "c".

AMK S11 chicken chop is really great =P probably todae was the last time eating it. AMK, i may not go there if i left nyp. oohh...bar chor mee is also nice!

hooray. im going out with my cousin tml. LOLx~~ so kai xin!! breakfast + ikea!

[you very free huh...back home and online again? dere's stil tons of dvd to watch..vday tues. chey- its nt related to you or me at all..]

ends at 2/07/2006 11:15:00 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006Y

devilsbar send me a new card agn!! LOLx, so gao xing! i thot my card, which is expiring tis mth will not be further extended. since they alreadi sent me a new card once le. HAHaa...great great...i like devils~~

last wk in sch le..to be exact, six more days in nyp. times flies in poly. shun shun li li graduate pls =) im stil sad over the fact tat my dreams wil nv b fufill. six more days left, it wont happen......now two more projs left and exams 17th-22th.

finally the urge came. driving lessons! but the true fact is, i cfm dun haf 1.8K(pple sae avg amt is 1.8k) now. And i gonna take 3A. cos manual seems reali difficult. Wasted alot of time and $$, cos i wanted to start it when i turned 18 immediately. then i delayed and delayed...till now...its time. But..im reali clueless wif cars, can i make it? and shld i reali go learn not....got no car to drive aft tat..seems useless oso, no drive=standard wil drop. But dun learn asap, learn when? when im a old old woman?? hahAa...

tues is presentation dae, intl biz-the most worryin module for me. tues is oso marche dae! Wed is breakfast dae-bee hoon kuey wif cousin! perhaps we can go ikea oso? Thur is tiring dae, cos evenin lects. Fri is another presentation dae. Sat is work at merlion ass dae. Sun is mom's bdae and i plan to rebond my hair too.

tv(no nice programs :) is so much better than msn-ing. at least it is for you. sometimes u make someone feel darn sore darn unhappie, someone is ONLINE, u came online wif status as busy/away/watching tv. So many times someone always hoping stupidly foolishy for a new msn window to popup. talk to ME, will you? now oso online, watch wat show!! And yday 12am stil msn-why? dun u need slp n go rpt in mrng? someone was literally sitting n waitin a new msn window to appear....2am the someone personal msg changed to: "not beside, but sweet dreams"

im the SOMEONE.
DO U UNDERSTAND TIS MSG?
U told ME tis before, "u not beside, how to sweet dreams?"

ends at 2/06/2006 08:12:00 PM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006Y

a sleeply CNY 2006..

from cny eve to cny 4th day, evyday wake up beyond 12pm+. slp so much but stil feel sleeply in the noon. guess its all bcos the cny is really killing me out...BORED. super boring...

watched this on 1st day
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movie nowadays all 2hrs, good lah, make our money well spent. i grow up watching Jet Li's movie, cos my father is a fan of him. Nice lah the show, not bad..the jap guy is veri japanese wOo! veri gentleman! but i wished there was more familar faces lor..all the pple i dunnoe de..

my ah ma hse nobody..worse, the programs on tv all the lousy shows! my 3rd uncle stil haven give me angpow. Ooh pls, its not the $10 i want lor...

nearly went to catch the jimcarrey show. whew, i didn, cos no tixs! not a big big fan of this genre tho' and more keen to watchin 'i not stupid too'.

headed to huiwen's hse on 2nd day. gambling is so not for me lor..haha..i hardly touched card games n i dunnooe how to play oso. lose all my $4coins initially but aft evything, won back $1+. HaHaa..LAME >.< all gamblers lolx..huiwen huiwen sis jerral alex..

still very tired and sleeply. forgo work, and lied i was not feeling well. WELL...lotsa projs to clear. i make sure they get flooded with my words, drown them with bah kwa, kway chap, flossss. eeks them.

ends at 2/01/2006 07:39:00 PM