Saturday, January 28, 2006Y
i hate mos lah!the crowds @ r&b area is horribly sucky. absolutely irriating! no manners? or not educate? dun understand why some farkers mus keep pushing pple to get their way? isnt it obvious that the place is jus too crowded and we shld jus b slightly patient and we'll b able to get to whr we want? No point pushing and squeezing altogether. i tink i wont go back there for a long time? esp the sucky r&b area. and the bouncers, big bags u check i forgive, small bag u stil wan check? FOR WHAT? u tink a small bag can hide a bomb or drinks inside? brainless. poor mgmt, poor cust svc. they LOOK THROUGHLY INTO the bag k not jus cC. Wtf?kinda regret going. a fren change his mind of not goin at the last min. spent $20 to enter the place (and made myself frustrated wif the crowds) haf three drinks + 1 sexonthebeach. headache n tired, esp when i worked in e mrng.my hair stinks...eeks.. : and there's no suprises.OFF to SLEEP now. i tink i wil wake up @ 2plus! haha. happie reunion dinner. yummy, steamboat!
ends at 1/28/2006 03:44:00 AM
Friday, January 27, 2006Y
work is getting and more #$@#^ now. the tomboy woman, the SPIES, the poor sales, the full of part timers place, the young kids waiting for 'O's..haix. haf nv nv totally enjoy working since my transfer from beach to THERE. pray hard i get a good job aft my exams and BYE to them!i dunwan to waste time hanging on, to keep guessing and thinking and always havin to analyze wat does those words meant..its veri tiring. one moment making me pin so much hopes, the other moment, the hopes were crashed. i wan MORE than A SPACE in the wardrobe, i want A SPACE in your heart. Can? For the first time in the nine months, i felt heartache and cried. Silly? Yes..maybe the excuses/reasons was valid n honest.. but afterall, i concluded that its just bo-sim. how can u possibly slp and forget? Soon...i am going to tell you i have very much feelings for you.
Now 8pm, i dunno if i should go out not? stan and meiling plus others goin momo. Club agn, waste money waste precious sleep. but im veri veri bored and im worried i wil hu si ruan xiang @ hm over tat, it will cause me much heartache n headache. instinct tell me tat he's goin there. perhaps i shld make an opportunity? but i will stick very closely with a gal fren.To my cousin:yepps, VERY EVIL. But its true lah, HahAha. Only when the mother DIES then they will be back together with us. Time flies, almost three years alreadi?
ends at 1/27/2006 07:14:00 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006Y
A very hectic + stress + busy + not enuff rest week at all. totally killed the cny mood. Do projects like there's no tml, editing non-stop, lotsa assignments to do, confusion n unclear of the wrk we are suppose to do, mrng lessons evyday. how not to skip evening class tml? i wanted to STOP SKIPPING lects, but i doubt i can do so. shopping at sg is so costly. i thot i bought very little stuffs for tis cny. But it turned up to almost $200 for evything. two shoes, one skirt, one pants, three tops. and the heels i luv so much, bought at city square tt one huh, cost S$39.90, they've the same exact shop @ suntec. but i felt so shuang cos i purchase it rm50, lol. SO MUCH CHEAPER!exams jus two wks after cny. 3 examinable modules. year 3 last sem seems the most stressful and busy yr..i cant handle sch, academic wisely at all. no more future studying at anywhr at all. i cannot cope..hate tests hate those veri theortical projs. but still i noe, diploma is jus peanuts! i wont go far in any career......my parents oso nv ask wat i intend to do aft graduate =/watched geisha, finally. its like my first time reading finish a book and then watched the show. the feeling is so different. evy moment inside the theatre, im like waiting for the part i've read to be cast. to see how words in the book can be wonderfully transform to their acting skills. the book is great. so is the movie =) normally pple will take opportunity to talk,chat,hangout..it used to be that way, but now no more. recently i realised that it seems that i've been wasting much of time thinking abt some pple who may not even tink of me tt often. not even promting in msn. am i reali wasting my time? i hate guessing.
ends at 1/25/2006 02:22:00 PM
Friday, January 20, 2006Y
My com monitor freaked me out on tuesday. When i switch it on, it BLACK OUT, and the signal i got was a irritating sound. Predicted that its GONE, especially since last couple of months i've experienced distorted images and sudden blackout also. Tried all my means to reset it, change socket, ensuring the wires are intact. But there wasnt any response. Haix, when i thought of how much i need to spend to get a new one, i felt so upset. There isnt any sponsorship. No one should also have a old monitor to spare me too. And my precious lcd monitor was merely 3yrs old. WORSE of all, the frens who have always help me with com stuffs are serving NS le.Luckily still have another fren, heng heng heng! Was veri kinda touched with many of his effort. He bothered to call n check with me verbally about the problem..and listen to my crying..lol, yes i cried, over a monitor! Cos i've hell lots of work to do, and most are saved in my com! Next day, he came my hse and well...i guess it was okay after his golden touch at the monitor,socket...wth, turn out there wasnt any major probs,dunnoe wat was reali wrong also. Of course, its better to stay good and healthy this way. my dear lcd monitor..and of cos tHanKss my dear cousin who make me feel so at comfort n ease with her words =Pnewly revamp marina square turned superd bored, aft my few times there. Sakae Sushi for dinner. jus bought a ebase pants. Still need alot of new clothes, but aft so many times out to evywhr, i didn cC anything tat i like!! We saw two of my and his frens. yawnx. i dislike seeing any either my frens or his frens. pple thot of nothing but, "ur bf ah, ur gf ah" sianx.Very nice..cos we took bus and send me back first. how gentleman? seldom any guys wil do so. heehEe =)*its just clubbing. why does the bf n gf look at it as if wat? wth. i hope my frens bf or gf can be more "kai tong" about it please!Went dbl-0 last sat, hmm..seems to be thinking very much abt the place! shld haf taken some pixs..but i've no more camera hp, and i was too paiseh to ask for his.so here's TWO pixs at M.0.S last week. 
ends at 1/20/2006 08:04:00 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006Y
So blur again..2006 jus pass fifteen days and i made so many blur mistakes =( aiyox..Sat. 6pm+ on msn chat with alex and he told me he's goin dbl0. Make me tempted lahz..checked on the internet and found this...super sure i found it at dblo section okie..
meet him 730pm at UE Square so we can get cover waived and to get our stamp first. Alight at far east plaza to take a bus to UE Square. And i forgot wat bus can bring me there..and called n asked...So it was bus 143...thot i SURE KNOW where to alight, but still...i missed the stop!!! the distance from the two stops are sooo far, its further down momo! Ran and walked veri fast, cos before eight pm mah. And paiseh let him wait, and furthermore, first time meetin him. super definite that its free cover before eight pm. THE POSTER SAID SO WAT! But when asked the door-BITCH, she veri XL, tell me, DBLO HAF NV HAF FREE ENTRY. ITS ONLY OBAR, and very confident, i say smth like sure not? i read it from web k, and she still veri XL, said the same sentence. MAKE ME PAISEH!! Made alex, boon and me also rush down! heng they sae its okie..lolx...THEN, after that, i realised....dblo and obar web, share the same posters, wat the hell lah...so contradicting.Fish n Co with my buddies..cos huiwen is coming along with jerral..so of cos i get alex to join right..aniwae...dblo was fun..i've alwaes like dere toO..music was nice. drinks cheap...we shared 3jugs. alot..i haven been drinking so much =x slept at 6am..couldn slp at all, even though i was drop dead tired, and head feelin very heavy. i guess im sick too, veri cold at night...fan was off, windows closed, blanket cover whole body stil cold and body warm and hot...goin out now......my ah ma in hospital.......i really hope she gonna be okie. the painless in her leg seems to be alright someday, but pain jus came agn..and now admitted to hospt le...
ends at 1/15/2006 10:34:00 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2006Y
M.0.Sits no longer the past techno+trance and wif bengs+lians anymore!!the new MOS is very very beautiful. GORGEOUS! its huge HUGE HUGE, great ambience, great sound system, high class and clean restrooms (toilet is not a word to use!)!! Just go and experience yourself ba! Yday was retro at the main arena. retro is always very funnie =D the pple ard are not ur age, and we've no idea how to move along with the music! The RnB room is small, and tell u, i kinda hate the pple @ RnB room, all no manners de! They will jus push their way through. eeks. the furnishing is soooo special at all the rooms too! the wat 54 disco room, the PURE room, omg. its a place for touring man! and perhaps photography. But anyway, i tink..big clubs are not really my liking. But i will still go there again. Too nice, Too pretty, Too Wonderful!hmm...im very fan over sch work lah!! So much work to do...frustrated...this weekend nv work..nv go msia anymore..sunday goin bugis..mus finish reading memoirs of a geisha asap, jus in time to watch movie..get someone who wana watch it to watch together with me too..i used to have a h0pe when i am in poly. that is to..to haf a bf who lives near sch, so i can stay dere, slp more and head to sch..or one who own a vehicle..so i can save time on public transportation. first, i thot vinc is goin to be one..second and third pple obviously didn work too, and the fourth was him..met him last april, stil doin TEP. but till now, evything have yet to bloom..hougang kinda near sch..he can ride me to sch..even durin my internship, sentosa n his home oso quite near...well..i dun tink it will happen anymore...wat can happen in barely less than a month to graduation? haix
ends at 1/12/2006 06:44:00 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006Y
old old pixs taken..durin last yr hari raya! 
my excolleagues! Me, Rachel & Nadiah
Rachel and meNew yEaR eve @ devils
stanley, me, meiling
eating @ mcdonalds, too hungry le!
130am now. need to slp, i got to work on sat and sun!! i hope i get to go out have dinner with you tml nite. hope so. i want to watch memoirs of a geisha together with you.
ends at 1/07/2006 01:18:00 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2006Y
hAppy NeW yEaR .. hAppIe 2006 !!Year 2005 have been a very normal and kinda slow pace year for me. There wasn major setbacks or thingy to remincise either. It just passed very fast, and i couldn even remember what had really happened in the year! Internship, new frens from sentosa, from frens frens and of cos him =) 8mths+ le, and also busy with sch wrk, got into lots of bills disputes..
May 2006 be a better year. Getting diploma soon, finally. But im stucked, i've absolutely no idea what shld be my next step. Resolutions:1- to be a better person, lesser attitude, more hardworking, less laziness, cuter, prettier, abit fatter.. 2- to get a bf. Haha..im 21 to be! OLD.
Same like last yr countdown, i went devils! with stanley, meiling, esta and huiyun. the cover charge was a crazy $30! Felt very paiseh that i can jus sign one in. Orchard road was damn erxin, there were lots of foreign workers-blangras. Playing with the foam and spraycans like nobody business. Farked up men!
At devils, the counting down was super high n happie. Saw old frens like paul and vincent's fren, noel. it got me worried, what if he came too, should we say hi and talk, or shld i act like i forgot all abt him? i wanted to chance upon to talk to noel, at least me n him were in talkin terms last time, and we can talk and catch up. But very soon, i can find him anymore.
anyway, i left at 4am+, slept for merely 1 hr and went to work at 8am. unhealthy lifestyle!
ends at 1/01/2006 09:22:00 PM
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