Sunday, October 30, 2005Y
im feeling GREAT! Having not to worry anything about having to go work =) hahax, im unemployed! im tired of working n serving pple!Slight FLU and COUGH now.FLU mus be passed on by this fren, idiotic one. Ditch me @ geylang aft eating dou jiang you tiao, and i flag a cab back home, $13. This one WILL NV CHANGE, can never treat me nicer.East Coast Park today with janelle and stanely!! Cycling for two hours, and then to NEWTON to eat. And to orchard to shop ard again. I LOVE CYCLING! So Fun. Hope i always haf such nice weekends. Not those usual sundays tho'*oh ya, Stanley love to cheat on bus fares!!!*Aiyax..i haven buy new sandals for sch yet. Tat OLD design @ charles n keith still that price, dunno why no discount for this OLD DESIGN!i want ktv'clubbing. miss them lehh. so long didn go le..kbox, devils, newsroom'' better still, gif me more $$ and more companions ba. my life is like soo boring n dead recently=( Hummp. miss those long phonechats i haf wif some fren, but too bad, dunno wat's he up to. school tml le. 9am. SIANZ.ZzZzz
ends at 10/30/2005 11:09:00 PM
Friday, October 28, 2005Y
ends at 10/28/2005 12:00:00 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005Y
The Return
Concluding the mth of October
working at beach shops @ siloso for the whole mth of oct! hooray. wahaha! really happie there =D Come across many different situations, guest losing their whole luggage, the strong wind blowing and the hats, sunglasses spinner, frisbees, shirts all fly out of my shop!! Know many people too, New Zealand icecream gals..sakae sushi guys..hee..
Oct10th, part of the orientation program for us, is TOUR ATTRACTIONS!! Went to all the attractions, 10am-6pm! Underwater world, dolphin lagoon, sky tower, images of singapore, merlion, fort siloso, butterfly park, sentosa cove-residential properties, and we also went for the chairlift. Intially, it was soo scary! Its so high up in the sky, can even see the merlion’s head! Now just looking forward to play the luge, $8, which is inclusive of chairlift as well. Must go try it!! Who’s interested?
Oct 11th, chalet @ downtown east. One of the guy’s bday. Have fun there with all my dear colleagues-12 of us, and I actually did alot of bbq-ing!! And tho' some of them I don’t work together with them, so not very close, but nevertheless, one whole big group still can play and have much laughter and fun =P Played uno and bluff, eat, joke, chat and chat and played till almost 4am+ and then only we knocked off to sleep! One of them also carried me up, taking the steps, from 1st level to 2nd level, our room! HAHA..so fun! Its like, so nice that pple can carried me up. HeE..
Oct 20th, handed in my resignation letter @ Angie. A decision made after days of thinking. Sicked of working, reali draggin myself to work each day, love all my colleagues n reali enjoyed working together with all of them. I guessed I started to feel v low morale @ work especially since lot1 close when we were all separated. Lot 1 is like our baby to few of us..we set up the shop, see it grow up….and we have to say Bye to it…that feeling is reali horrible..
My new boss aren’t that nice to work with…There’s such a clear clean line drawn between the office pple n us, front-liners..Part-timers like me are like nothing to them…
Oct27th!! ORD lo!!!! I finished my internship hooray!!! So much of a mixed feelings tho’. Glad and happie to leave cos finali internshio completed! Sad bcos dun reali bear to leave the place..sentosa haf like bcom my 2nd home..all the bus route, beach tram, beach line, blue, yellow, green, all in my mind le..all the familiar faces..all my nice colleagues..my handsome guys..my beautiful siloso beach..will be missing a lot of fun..love u all sentosa!!
This morning I cried in the bus..jus tears rolling down..sorry but I simply cant control them...i read my cousin, cailing’s blog yday whr she copy this.. "I've just realised i couldn't afford to lose my mom, sis and anyone of my more THAN frens. i couldn't stop thinking of what reaction will i have if one day one of them really leaves me. i think i gonna fell v depress with one of you guys. u can say that im perhaps thinking too much and im just hallucinating or whatever. but i really can't afford to lose u guys anymore. ya, ANYMORE. u shud know about my past. i've lose a dad and even cousins and relatives. i really cant let go anyone of u who has stepped into my life..."
Extracted from my younger cousin, ting…
We didn want to lose her too.we tried to get her back, but we couldn. The pain was unbearable..everyone in the family miss them so much..ting, ying and juan..why does adult matters always affect the children?
I rem in jun 03..i saw her @ lot 1 wif her frens, I walked up to her and hold her.i asked her..”why did u do this..u noe evyone is worried for u all..evyone is looking for u..but why did u do this..call u, but u didn pick up..ur dad go find u yet u ignore him…” she jus keep turin away from me..keep fidgeting to get away from me..she dun dare to look at me..she jus keep turning her head away…in the end..i noe there’s nth I can do..and I let her go..she ran away…
Her mom called n scolded me at the same nite…
I cried myself to sleep..my mom said im crazy..wat for cried over the gers..they dunno anything yet..from then on..evyone in the family asked abt this incident..i narrate it to them…but I hold back my tears…I dunwan anyone to say I’m so foolish to cry for them..i dunwan my ah ma to cry..cos I noe she luv them a lot…
ends at 10/27/2005 10:09:00 PM
Saturday, October 22, 2005Y
ends at 10/22/2005 07:02:00 PM
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