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Wednesday, September 28, 2005Y

Finished work at 4pm. Supposed to meet up with davin, but got a msg from him early in the morning telling me that he've got something urgent to do, so cant meet me. Whew! Im glad though, even tho' its like being aeroplaned. Cos im feeling so tired to go anywhere else. To dress up, to travel to somewhr!

I just went to batok to do a new pair of lens. 1 year 9mths le, need to change a new one alreadi, eyes ehh, i cant afford to play with it. Cost me $200 =( Nth to buy at west mall and lot 1. So boring! Still missed the denim shorts i saw at bugis last friday, its so nice. But its so loose. How? Use a ribbon?

how shall i spice up my life? reali dunno wat to do even if i get a day offz. Jus lookin forward to the chalet on oct 10th..will dip into the pool and swim. and i've decided to ton tat nite! to have fun, cos im a plain jane, no life no fun.

Dread going back there tml. Got to attend a class in the moring. Have to see them. Sianx. They make me so disappointed =x

ends at 9/28/2005 09:35:00 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005Y

today meeting sucks!

"xxxxxx, i have a small request from you. As you know, nx mth onwards i'm goin to the beach shop rite. But is it possible that i can work at kiki shop for few days jus before i leave here for my internship? i realli enjoy working there.

"maybe you won't be transferring to beach hubs anymore"
i immediately said, "but they alreadi plan my schedule over there!"

she went ahead and asked the others, "if irene stay here, will you all be overstaff?"
In-charge happily said, "no, will not."

while others looked at me and didn give her any reply. One of them obviously saw my disappointed face when she said that, and she said, "its okay la, i tink irene reali wana go to the beach shops".

what could i further say to her? Why was i so stupid and not asked her for a reason for that promise they made to me? I was on the verge of crying and my head was down during this whole topic. I couldnt control my expressions. And worse...i said that, "its okay lah, i accept sharren and della decision" BUT i said that sounding damn fake.

i hate them! i was hoping to work there soo much. della alreadi told me its cfm. i alreadi received my schedule dere. wat's those things u mention? interns shall have the maximum exposure at all diff shops?

this totally spoilt my whole day mood! i hate them! i hate them! i hate them! i hate them! i hate them! i hate them! i hate them! i hate them! i hate them! i hate them! i hate them!

im really exhausted from working!

but something nice happen today. this taiwanese couple was at sentosa and asked me for directions to mainland spore, they wana take a cab. So i told them exactly how to go there. But i tink they are confused bah, so we took the bus to interchange together and i accompanied them to take a cab at the mall! We talked alot! About singapore, about taiwan. About where to hang ard in spore, where they've visited and more.

They actuali wish that i can show them around singapore tomorrow, which i cant, gotta work =( But we exchange email and i give them my mobile no. And they said if im goin taiwan, tai zhong, i can call them. So sweet! They made my day!

ends at 9/27/2005 11:07:00 PM

Monday, September 26, 2005Y

i guessed i'm finally really very tired! Haven't been getting any off days since 10th sept till todae, spent all my days working and occasionally nite dinner outside. This morning woke up, intending to get MC and dun go work, legs were really suan and wobbly? headache too. But on second thoughts, forget it bah, just drag myself to work, just simply don't wish to go see a doctor and waste money and time!

Last week at fort =) happie and sad lah. Will miss the nice scenery there, the attractions staffs, the guests, who are definitely nicer than any locals! And will miss going to work at kiki shop!! I actually enjoyed working at kiki, unlike many others who hate there! HeE~

Going to the beach soon, humpz, serving local guests are so frustrating sometimes! I'll have a change of environment and colleagues..
Oh yeah, the beach nite view at sentosa is so beautiful! During sec sch times, we used to overnight there lots! But, mosquitoes bites all over haha!

Yday lunch at sakae! Six pple, hahax..it was crowded there, no tables lorh! Waited awhile before we get to our seats and well, two seperate tables, one being me nelle lester. the other table are the TP-ians. They got their food served to them while us..waiting hungrily in the rather warm restaurant. We exceeded our one hr lunch break le, all of us getting real pekchek and they finished their food alreadi...so decided to ask if our food is ready....

and they actually missed our order! OMG! the staff didn passed our order into the kitchen =/
So decided to cancel our order and go back work bah...no lunch for three of us. The Tp-ians go made their payment and the manager said he'll waived the bill lorh! As a form of apology. hAha. At this moment...i said quite loudly, but not on purpose-"lester, than we lu-gi leh, we didn eat'
SO PAISEH leh..the manager then said he could deliver to us or go back at nite......

MUAHAHA...i reali didn say that on purpose horh! Anyway, both of us went back there to eat at 630 and chiong to kiki shop to work. I cannot don't eat mah! Breakfast didn eat, lunch oso didn eat, so dinner gotta eat! OhhH..tat manager, adrian look abit like kenny!

Tues off but need to go back for a short meeting. How lame? So guo-fen...after that going bukitpanjang work at twelve. I dunno why im doing that, work and work so much..its not really totally because of money oso bahh...perhaps i dunno wat to do, where to go on off days now..i dunno who to call...i dunno anything..

miss talking to him. haix, really hate those kinds of "honeymoonie" period cos it'll jus die off. why, wat happened and caused the honeymoonie period to die off? Was it bcos he's reali busy with his NS stuffs? Or does the problem lies one me? now we are like almost completely not in touch..what should i do? Looked at my frenster testi and i feel delighted! Looked at the sms he sent, i felt the sweetness! Looked at his frenster profile and i dunno wat's on his mind..still miss his ex alot hUh?

so sad.

so tired.

wanna earn lots of money now!
so i go slp le!

ends at 9/26/2005 10:13:00 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005Y

i'm feeling so blue, so blue today. so moody and not that fine..

all of work issues..i've been working so damn much

first time ever, felt abit stressed for my attachment. perhaps all bcos the new manager came..and she kinda demanded quite alot..stressed~ she's previously working at a top, very well known, established, clothings apparel shop wif very fantastic good customer svc de...and apparently, she's bringing all the good points of tat shop to our company....my uniform is not correct...my hair is not okay...my shoes arent fine...and i tink my job performance arent tat good too...its jus so AVERAGE~ how to score well? and i get along much more better wif attractions staffs, rather than retail.

and like wat i've told janelle todae...i cannot tahan my this dear colleague le...working in a retail line, the worse thing of all is-getting a terrible colleague =( lazy, talked and talked wif tat noisy language so loud. always stayed in room do her things. smoker-eeks. treat me like baby. behave like she's one kind, wat sia? ya not even a incharge..talked wif tt kind of 'authority'..
Omg, nvm nvm..i endure. veri soon will b transfer to beach. hopefully, i can perform better there, get along superb with them! but ermm, transferring to there, means i cant work at kiki animore.

new interns came todae. felt abit delighted, cos there's pple in the same boat as me too. to the girl workin at the same shop as me, "well...i hope u'll enjoy workin together wif HER"

and one of this intern guy actually asked me if i always speak english and dun speak mandarin..wahaa..so cute lah! dunno why oso...ever since workin dere, haf been conversing alot more in english.

i was damn mad with my boss daughter on tues nite. angie* irritating ,she made me damn HOT and fedup. Can i slap her? Shall skip the details, dun wan to get more mad now.

veri sianz. am i tat crazy, to work seven days all thru out...
tues wed off from sentosa, but tue need to go back for a SHORT meeting. sianz! shld i work at angie then....or shld i go out? perhaps meetin davin, but dunno to where, to do what! i reali have no idea wat shall the plan be...

so terrible..no plans at all...nothing to look forward to...keep delaying the submission of extending my passport~ need to do new contact lens, cut hair, haven do mani/pedicure yet, do eyebrow embroidery? so exp lorh..haven go skytower yet!

Oct got a chalet! and Soon...bday coming....

haiz..sianz

im soo moody now....got bored by me?
go slp le...so late now!

tml is a day, which my cousin and i've been lookin forward to!
see ya in the evening!

-sleep-

ends at 9/22/2005 10:04:00 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005Y

- i hate cheese!! -

ordered baked rice @ swensens. told them without cheese! waited for a good 15mins? and it arrived with the strong pungent CHEESY smell. I'm so hungry already lorh =( OF COURSE, told them to change a new one for me. HEY! Got 10% service charge kk! BUT DAMN...still arrived with the cheesy smell.

but the earthquake icecream was WONDERFUL!

and the companion was nice. So glad and happie to meet them!! Well..everyone of us still miss TEP period @ iBid!!

i was the one who suggest going to Cineleisure to shop ard. The only place that open till late..plaza sing already closing by the time we finish eating!

and saw kenny dere again! exactly after 2weeks(*devilsbar tt time).
and evytime meet him when i'm not prepared to meet him de lorh......

haiz, again, somehow he give me that feeling that...he saw me from far alreadi, but he purposely act didn see me?? i reali hope its not. why will that happen? I thot we used to be in very good terms and happie and sweet?? wat happen??

he was outside cheers there. dunno where he wana go too. We didn talk much. Cos my frens were waitin for me, his frens were lookin, and i feel too awkard, unprepared and shy. haa.

saw many nyp fellows oso! all doin attachment now, friday is a happie day for them, so all went out and have fun! mark oso msg me, he happen to me at cine and also ask if i wana go devils. Didn meet him at cine oso, cos kenny sure there.

i need to give a good impression.
i like him, reali, i do.
why didn he give me a chance?
or i didn create chances and opportunity?

raven is goin genting. wahaha. hope he enjoy!
talked to him in msn, shared some stuffs with him, my previous trip back in dec03 with buddies.

do u all still remember we eat good food every single meal? Chiong for the dimsum resturant in the mornin 8am on our first day? the horrible expensive indian curry house? the jap food we ate and the most memorable KFC!! Stole a bottle of sauce back to our room? tabao still got give ice sia...wahaa...

and taking the cable car?
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our cheap but not bad de hotel..
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going down to KL? and buying lots of snacks and drinks up to our room? and the snacks all BLOATED. hahaz....and raynor, the only one who wana take the rollercoaster, while the rest of us all SCARE!!
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all start calling me da jie cos i pay for tickets for u all first. LOLx! our first class coach. veri nice lorh!
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CHEERS!

ends at 9/17/2005 12:21:00 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005Y

aiya, damn sianz now.

tomorrow meeting my ibid mates for dinner at plaza sing. Oppzz, its not bcos i have to meet them, dats why i feel sianz.

Technically, they choose FRIDAY bcos, they dun need to work on SATURDAY. Office work what. BUT, not for me =( All these make me feel so low morale again.

VERY LAZY to go out tml. Feel like aeroplaning, but cannot lah. Not nice to do that. But im jus so tired...if only i get rides from ...aiya,dunwan go out le..save money!!

Talked to TY for a little while jus now. He's goin to sign on wif SAF too, some scholarship thingy bah, den study for a degree..? And he got his 3a license too! And he's blissfully attached =)

Ohh, when will be my turn to make such announcements?

Btw, heard from manager that she MIGHT trsf me to beach shop!! WAHAHA...

ends at 9/15/2005 08:54:00 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005Y

Its already mid sept!

Hoping so much that my attachment will end soon. Working is so tiring, I’m lazy, very lazy to work. But when I get my pay chq, its not tiring anymore =) haha. After graduating, first thing to do is to go holidays…..cant wait to go on holidays and eat, shop, relax, sleep,totally no worries at all. With the HK Disneyland opening…its so much more tempting. Never mind, its just that my chance to go haven reach yet.

Last Sunday meet up wif Wen, Jerral and Alex at imm for dinner. Maybe bus driver know all of us haven meet for so long so dats why the bus ride was just 30mins, instead of the usual 60mins! Haha. Tat day oso very funnie lah…cos Alex and me were like their escorts lor..haa..cos most of the time we were walkin behind them…wahaa…but hmm, it was nice meeting them =)

and i also pass all my papers! and suprising, i have 3 B's!! Hooray!

today off from attachment wrk, but work at plaza till 5pm. can go home watch yu le 100%, got xiao zhu, xiao s or da s. BUT..today show so boring. and a chance to eat hot warm dinner also.

Photo photos.

Cousin, the earring shop, hahaz
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Saturday went out with boon, lipsin and jun.
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Shot 2, Bus 190, on the way there..
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yummy yummy!! Porridge from Chinatown =) *Drools* siew mai, chix wings, you tiao and more
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They help me do my virus affected computer.

.and pixs he took w/o me knowing! Im cutting article lah..
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And im checking my wardrobe..
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They always say my family are rich bcos..i can stick a $1000 note on the fridge…wahaha.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com

And all my photostix place nicely in a small box..

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And here’s my nametag and pass..mus utilize lorh. Go for free admissions and etc. yday went to images.of.singapore le!
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Fort siloso pixs
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Starcruise virgo, a very frequent sight seen dere. WOW! Veri veri nice, so posh, so HUGE!! Evytime pass by fort, we will wave to them..haha..
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Part of the journey tat I walked up and down from work..long route!
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And my favourite pix of all! The great scenery from fort, which is..Labrador park. The view I can directly see from my shop! Isnt tat nice? Oh..i miss that place soo much. Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Within fort siloso itself..
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The signing of document of surrender in 1942
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Siloso beach
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Kiki Shop

Fountain

Darren and me
(Lipsin sae I look fat in that..)
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and my cute brother raven =p
(*u can DL from here le..hee)
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the minutes I did very terrible? Four pages…so many errors…she wrote so much things..she highlighted so much..issit tat I did badly? She didn gif any comments…and i reali dunno issit tt its reali tt badly done...
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and here’s me..
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and thats all...

CHEERS =p

going to eat dinner!

ends at 9/13/2005 06:07:00 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005Y

Definitely not a good start to cheers for a new blog template...

...hope she's not unhappy wif me, received msg when i was fast asleep le, morning 8am wake up see her msg, i faster reply her, cos she said,"reply asap" so the half-sober me replied back-"its a cash chq"..i reali thought it was...i assumed it was...cos wat i did was to bring my passbk to the bank and ask them to deposit to my acc,cant possibly take 200+ cash.....Unfortuntately, she called me back at noon,sound rather unhappie, and abit like blamin me..'its not a cash chq lor...its a pay chq...." i guess she mus be rather pissed and unhappy over me, giving her the wrong info....and she will only get the money only during her next off day...Sorry girl..i reali thot it was a pay chq...

...does all this happen bcos its really me, my problem..all bcos of me..all bcos of my damn lousy attitude..short-tempered....no wonder, last time m always argue with me, no wonder this her didn even contact me when she's back, dun meet up,gather...no wonder another dearie her jus dun take me really as her dear gal fren since we were 16yrs old,no wonder vinc didn even luv me... no wonder ty totally mia,bochap,forgot abt me once he's attached, no wonder darren,davin oso bohiew me, mayb reali that busy wif work... no wonder all my buddies, pals all change and treat me diff...no wonder my parents didn pay so much attention to me,no wonder kenny just wasnt so into me...

i dun wish to make anyone unhappy with wat i wanna say here...but i need to talk....i have alwaes been very fortuntate, but not now anymore...there will always be someone, who will call me at nite to talk and i can jus talk to them abt evything that haf happen, can share my day with them..share the happiness, bu-shuang etc...NOW..no more le...totally no more....why didn he call, msg me jus like before? aniwae..the thing is...its reali sickening...i have no one to talk to at all...u cant talk to anyone abt anything at all.....

wat happen between the few of us? why do we alwaes haf to meet up wif so much difficulties? why alwaes meet and then, others haf to come? not tt i dislike them..but we belong to a clique..and sometimes its not convenient, and i feel outcasted, when they come together...cos i dun hang out wif they all much...we dun haf common topic....once is ok...twice is ok..thrice is ok...but now it haf become a routine....rem tt time sae wana meet up for dinner...but wat happen? phone no batt...suddenly change place, and one haf to drive back boss car to somewhr, and i waited for a good 60mins+? why sometimes the way you all say things jus don sound too nice...issit bcos im jus so sensitive or wat...which ger arent sensitive aniwae? why ask me/tell me/talk to me in a manner tat make me feel tat im behaving, wearing like an alien....or purposely wana make me paiseh, disturb me,,,why...cmon..u all were the one who sae we haven meet up for looong...and why is our day liddat? i dunmind being exhausted for the nx day for you guys de companionship...but it haf to be like so xinku, so unhappie...jus finish dinner dere, and rush to somewhr to do smthelse...jus to eat dere...den u guys go elsewhr to do smthelse wif someothers...

wateva it is...im sorry =(
we dun haf overnite grudges. i dun mean to purposely blog out this too.
with sincere, irene

i hope, one day, kaimei, huiwen, lipsin, raynor,boon, jack and me...can gather together soon too.

exams results out soon. scary scary scary.

he didn called me since last fri he saw me there....

i shld work more, aniwae, i've enuff rest, enuff slp, and i can work, earn money. i oso think tat..when im working ,im quite happie too. though sometimes custs are irriating! work seven days week..

went creative sales..nothin interest me much...the urge of getting a mp3 player and digi cam is there, but not that strong yet...dun realli need tat urgently...all i wan is....an answer from boon whether HE WAN TO CHANGE BACK HP ANOT...tat 6610....omg...hahaz..

chinatown porridge is still so yummy!

wan a bbq, chalet...(got bicycles and nice sea/beach view...) lipsin jack and me bday all 3 days apart nia..

wana go labrador park so much too...i miss tt place so much..so nice...if only i can go with someone special hor...

thinking of goin holidays....JB i also happie....but.......

dun tink so much le, tired tired.
like wat i alwaes tell pple, being happie make myself feel more pleasant, happie!!

oh, i saw him online now =D

ends at 9/10/2005 10:59:00 PM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005Y

Getting more and more tired to do blogging now!! Haha =D Not exactly the workload is tiring me though, maybe it’s the distance travelled to and fro five days per week. 963 bus is really terrible, I always try to get the 730am bus so I can reach harborfront at 9am. Then punch card, change 2buses to shop and so I wont turn up late. Finish work at 630pm, but only reach home at 8pm for dinner and usually by 1030pm, I will go sleep!! Seldom go out after work too, my colleague are saying that im those guai guai ger who dun go out de…wahaa..im definitely NOT, ritez? But hmm…since joining here, im feeling exhausted, always!! Once a week, i have to work till 10pm at another shop to clock 44hrs per week too. VERY TIRING to be on my feet from 930am-10pm lorh…but at the other shop, time pass very fast. And well…..i did have fun working there.

During my first week…it was worse lah, I even cried one day at home…cos I was feeling really frustrated over this internship. It wasn my expectation..and seeing/hearing wat my other friends are doing…I feel even more uncomfortable with my stay here =(

But how long now le? Almost 3weeks. Dun worrie, im getting better…im always very chippy, happie at work. Haha…im too used to smile to everyone when im in the island =D

Though things didn go the way I want it to me..i just to be positive, more happie, look further and dun brood over the bad stuffs….being happier make me, myself more happy and comfortable.

Aniwae, there’s still ALOT of fun at work! Guess which nationality I love the most? INDIANS, CHINA PPLE. “RENMINBI, RENMINBI!!”
OR u jus try to talk with a little of the Indian accent to them lah..wahahhaz…..Got lots of fun things to share with you all when I get to see you all!!!

I will also get to find some time to go to some attractions FOR FREE!! But got no camera leh…if not can take lotsa photos. Sky tower, imagesofspore etc … =)

Daniel, also servin NS this Saturday le..he called me out to club (haix)..but I rejected the offer, dun reali click tat well wif frens, haf to wake up earli nx day and tired aft a day of working today le also..and im havin sore throat and abit of coughing coughin toO..hao xin ku!! Alsooo…because, I don wan to go wif all the guys….

Still slighty sianz over last fri incident at devils…he didnt gif me msg/phonecalls since tt nite..and its reali worrying me out…does he haf some misunderstandings?? Please don’t………..haix….

:my shop:

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..quite big lorh..fold clothes till i sianz..

:Luge: new attractions!

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..first few days of launch, it was free for all staffs..but i missed it...intially reali not keen at all...but when interested liao,wana go try it...it was raining!! omg!! its $8/ride,,,at silosobeach, shall try it wor...staff 50% wahhaaha!..

:musicalfountain:

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...actuali didn contact anymore,but sometimes he'll stil send email, Recently, tis mail was a "invitation" to his bachelor nite at devilsbar!! does bachelor nite means he's getting married? pls tell me, cos im not so sure leh....its the same like ladies, HENS nite ritez..OMG...i cant believe he's getting married u noe. WAHAHA..i thot he will remain single for few more yrs down the road and haf more fun out there =) hahaz...i rem he told me tt lehz, we dun call them gf, we call them as our sex partners....-__-" ANYWAY...i am still very happie for him when i receive the email. BUT SHRUGS...his gf sucks big time. Still rem tt time when paul wana intro me to his gf lor, she didn bother to smile, shake hand wif me.....indeed she look at me from top to toe, toe to top again and give me one kind of face. Fucking bitch.

ends at 9/07/2005 10:57:00 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005Y

Devils!!

yepp..jus reach hm from devils. so long didn go le..last went when boon enlisted to NS, june? almost three months leh..Todae went dere just with jeffrey plus his three frens. well.....i did ask moi other frens along, but..they didn reply to me......treated like grass....

went dere veri earli today, haha 10pm. barcadi peach and few more glasses of hennessy..(*all wrong spelling,haha)...didn see the live band sing for long time alsooo...all the past memories lo! haf been neglectin the band since last yr and alwaes hoppin to the dancebar area..yohh, and they are still veri good, veri power and the cute guy is still so cute n charming.. hmm,glad tat jeffrey like the liveband too!

and, about to leave le..i saw....kenny...

so qiao lorh...have to see him at devils...

and even more qiao, kenny's fren is jeffrey fren too!

i feel affected....abt today meeting him there..why mus let him see me wif another guy fren lor........hope everything's fine......hope he won haf any misunderstandings or watsoever..jeff is jus my fren...

well...actuali wana haf a good chat wif him over dere...but we didn..how sad...haf abit of the feelin tat he wasn veri keen/surprised to c me lorh...
im sad,,,affected,,,hope he's fine now..still enjoyin while i go sleepin le...

oh ya, saw lyon's mummy too shoppin at fareastplaza!! auntie is veri nice to me,(in.the.past)! she didn see me though..but aniwae, dun tink she rem me le bah. Four yrs ago..

tigerairways having the very cheap online promo! flyin period durin nov-dec? So tempted....but kaki? WHO? Mayb wana go m'sia now oso a prob...cos KAKI leh? Who?

Nx sat dunneed work at angie, haiz..closed le so many outlets, now they oso dunneed us le lah. Wat shld i do tt day? HMM...club on fri nite lorh, and can nua till noon rite. 7pm watch 'shi zhi lu kou'!!! OR....Sat, book out day...ask him out, meet him.....OR reformat my com? Provided lipsin is free to help out......

ends at 9/03/2005 03:27:00 AM