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Monday, February 28, 2005Y

yeAr of Ox! MooooOo

Norhh...this is e wishing well =)
got alot of coins inside leh!

The THREE little Pigs.

Friday

went to Bt Timah Mkt to eat with darren and his one fren. Ordered so much food lorh..and finally finally eat the yummy carrot cake dat i haf been cravin for. Actuali wanted to go for kopi session..but dunnoe why, hopped bus 61 on the way to west mall liao..we all so tired..den went home instead. Actuali fri nite wasn this plan lorh....was suppose to go devils wif mary n frens + one of my sista..but mary on standby mode..so didn go le. But nvm..save the money up instead!

Sunday

The bbq!! faint man...the journey from bukitpanjang to pasir ris!! It was pretty fun..alot of laughter and crazyness..in sch oso nv so high wif them...haa..waiting for the pix to be uploaded!! Dunnoe how it will turn out oso...janelle n me reali veri high durin the phototakin session!

BUSY LAH...got mani things to do..comin to an end in CC 2. HAPPY. BUT oso sianz..cos leave liao, goin to EL! LEARN FLASH...haf to drag myself to tat room for another six weeks..faster man...

and bcos BUSY lah..no time to entertain so mani other frens...summary report to do..website to do..i must do myself!! mus learn to do all the things myself! and then so mani other things to do now...CC2..EL..ibid stil so much better..sadded..

watch HIDE AND SEEK le. chey, the two ending is oso nothing much, not much of a big difference oso~ Heard from darren tt "White Noise' wasnt tat good too..

now tt yesterday chalet was over...im reali reali looking forward to the next upcoming chalet!! I WAN TO GO SWIMMING!!!! I WAN GO CYCLING!! but...its mon, tues, wed~! Dunnoe how also..pasir ris to sch oso damn far sia.. hope it gonna be a successfully one and will be fun too...so mus ask them do "homework" and oso not forgetting the "vitamin M"!!

Now all of us who went chalet reali veri "zombie" reali tired~ i jus wake up and now its adeline n liwen liao!! haa...ohh ya..jerral zhiwei alex came to sch jus now..and went to mac to meet them up for awhile and soon enuff sausage mouth came up to room..stuppiddd!

i haven find any job yet!! how...quit? by tis sunday mus gif letter if reali wan..cos need two weeks notice~

ends at 2/28/2005 12:15:00 PM

Friday, February 25, 2005Y

VERY CUTE LAYOUT HOR!!

Clairia and Janelle dearie plus me w0oo!! this thingy machine cost ten bucks. got sofa to sit but ermmm too new to this thingy~ dats why all "stone stone de" HahHA

ANother One =) why janelle face covered??

raynor boon and me. taken quite some time ago..jan 1st? quite nice..kinda like it

and this one even taken longg agoo..i tink was last yr late dec. my fav stopover in tep. iBid!! wonderful collaboration..

gonna leave sch earlier and "quietly"...hopefully dun need deduct flexi leave. goin to cut hair and dinner at home..and at nite can go siao liao..yeahhehhhhhh...guess where i will b goin!! okok...again the same place~

humm..joann decided to keep to her choice of Events le..so i got no more hope to change to Events and haf to "ying zhe tou pi" go ELDC learn flashl! flash flash flash!!! and oso be confined in the room all day long...suckss..and damn Level Four! and soooooo mani pple therE~

tis wkend onli sat working and sun goin bbq..wah ~faint.faint~ pasir ris!! and haf to do all my projs, website!!, and summary report asap..

already do abit of my webby liao...all do usin frontpage..but my highest limit is jus liddat..i dunnoe how to inter-link all the pages together all upload into geocities..can boon or lipsin pls help me??

ends at 2/25/2005 12:27:00 PM

Thursday, February 24, 2005Y

i HATE MY SCH! I HATE TEACHING ENTERPRISE PROJ!!!!!

do personal selling again and again! Now doing for the damn FOURTH TIME! itss sooooo not easy to do lorh =(
cheesecakes eekss. if not apple crumble or brownie! wah lau ehh!! i wan buy for myself oso cannot lah, ekkkss cheesecakesssss!!

last last round of TEP and wat the hell..attached to ELDC!! *fainted fainted fainted*
do flash do flash abode photoshop..im reali reali someone who cant do all these stuffs and i absolutely have no interest..i wana go Events~ Sadded!!

HoPe Nelle gonna make a successful appeal since her reasons are reali valid ones. if dun, we shall TRY to endure. and dig something good out of bad horz.

CHaLet booked, courtesty of buddies. BOON, u MUST REMEMBER LEH, its not bcos of ur bday! HAHAHA.
gonna be on WEEKDAYS lorh...bopian, cheaper and falls exactly on a "FATEFUL DAY". how to go to sch from there..still TEP 830am!

Ohhkk, gotta go! MOVIE TIME =)

ends at 2/24/2005 05:41:00 PM

to avoid further embrassement, i deleted it. I certaintly noe tt wat said cannot be undone.
I really, never bluff u all, seriously, dunnnooe how to xpress my thoughts out, anyway =x

Dear Huiwen,
firstly, Sorrie to u.

and i can tell u. i wasnt pin-pointing at u.
although i dun deny tat at times, i was dissapointed in u..felt smth was `missing

Its not just based on one particular thingy. and not tat im raising a big issue out of everything..

yes, everyone, everybody is busy, tired after a long hectic day. but sometimes.........its e thoughts* again..i dunnnoe how to go abt xpressing my thoughtsss

And i dun mean tat, its a must to attend every gathering and all the dates. And its not tat not accompanying each other and not meeting up means no one treasure the frenship. i seriously seriously dun mean tat at all. i didn argue or fight with anyone over this. and all those deemed as unnecessary comments is wat i felt.

okay
=topic closed le= lets not tok abt it

lets smile =D

todae i felt tat im not goin to be so 'helpful' or tryin to 'act clever' liao or 'tok too much abt certain things'... sometimes try to help frens or do smth hor, but in e end, its like what leh...make things worse, make pple tink i 'kay-poh' or perhaps worse..misunderstandings lorh

Anyway, as planned, i went to watch fireworks yesterday =) Superb..its so nice!
Took a few photos and shall post up once i received from the guys.

WAIT FOR IT!!

by the way, i got a new fren request. and duhh, aft browsing thru his profile, realised tat he was another fren of Vinc. i got no impression of him at all~

And yeapp =)
Gong Xi to the guys. Raynor n Lipsin
May e R/S bloom beautifully!
dun forget me lorh.... haha
And pls lah...dun so "ya-ya" leh...orhhh okk..hahaA.

ends at 2/24/2005 11:58:00 AM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005Y

Plaza Sing yesterday. AND got another shock!
I saw........
Vincent..
nopez~not him
it was His "Brother"!! his veri gd buddy

Working at BK lorh~
SnoOokeeD sia!

Imagine him changing his police uniform to BK manager uniform,n putting on a tie?
SUddenLy jus quitted..but hmm,didn get to tok to him cos it was busy at the time

oHH ya, read his frenster profile(when he haven block yet) years ago..and testimonials did say wat, "one by one leaving le..now my turn..." MayBe all quit police force le..noel oso, edmund oso, mayb he oso

IF ONE DAY, i see him working at a service industry..
i think i will FAINT first!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ends at 2/22/2005 10:55:00 AM

Sunday, February 20, 2005Y

I am very sad =( Really very sad.

I’m going to tender my resignation VERY SOON.

So many things happened recently at work these three months..

With my company in really big shit, financial problem, taken control by bank, with auditors comin in and out of outlets, not accepting nets, amex n diners anymore, not allowed to take Pbear designs anymore, and a VERY sudden closure of three excellent sales outlets, with receipts, invoices and many thing else written, “receivers n managers appointed”…

With Cynthia, my manager sacked last Dec
With Dixon, the supervisor left due to major argument with mgmt on Jan
With Joanne who quitted bcos she was pekchek n unhappy with mgmt and tt Cynthia leavin le..
With Jenny and Candy resigning due to Cynthia’s resignation..cos they actuali wanted to resign long ago but stayed to help Cynthia
With Rachel and Fiona leaving this mth end due to studying
With Lydia who leave bcos work till very sianz and got new job and tt mgmt is getting worse..
With Suzi who quitted oso bcos due to argument with mgmt
With Wendy who quitted bcos many of are leaving and she oso haf a full time p/t job elsewhere all this while
With existing supervisor incharge gonna leave her hands on us and havin another woman to take control of these two outlets..and tt woman was well-known for her damn crude acts and attitudes..

Is tat enough? The whole group only left nadia and me, the ones who reali work long. Everything will change. Cannot imagine the environment change at all~

I’m goin to resign not bcos Co is in trouble..there’s simply no more reasons for me to stay..mayb u all can say tat I cant accept changes in a working society..but No~ its not…So difficult to explain my thoughts.

Work there for a very very long time. I must say lorh, I reali reali learned a lot there. Haf been a fruitful journey~ cant bear to leave the place to all the new pple.

Will work hard to find a new job. Will be quittin by March 20th. Even if I haven get a new job. Gotta say BYE BYE to all my dreams le~~~
I Wana work in a F&B line this time..cos can eat!!! Haha!!

Another thing…..

I have another quarrel with Marcus again on Friday…
aft not contactin for hmm..one wk plus

Very very affected after the shouting and fighting with him on the phone for the damn ten mins..

The end results of the fight left me pondering...i’m a reali such a attitude ger? Who do nothing good at all? Who only show attitude to him….am I reali not worth his time to tok nicely to me..to at least treat me better..

Sometimes I reali scared of him when I’m out wif him..sometimes the way he tok to me is so fierce lorh..i was very frightened tat he will get angry wif me and he will eventutally beat me..reali, tt’s how scared I was..aniwae, didn see him for one mth plus oso liao~

The topic was argument was the same as the previous time in msn..very lame..i reali talked nicely to him..until somehow later when he yuan wang me, accused me, shouted at me..den i raised my voice

He say I not putting effort at all, he say tt he putting effort but I dun appreciate it..i say lorh, calling me out to eat with him at TAMPINES, at the very last min, is not considered putting effort..
Its not the money problem. I noe u rich, u pay for the trip for me from panjang to tampines but please..it’s the long journey..
Asking if wanna be together in a fighting conversation isn’t sincere at all lorh…
The way he tok to me is as if tat its my loss for not being with him..he use words like, “then u dunwan ya, too bad for u lorh..”..wat the hell..i dun need ur pity, ur sympathize, ur responsibility or ur promises…all these doesn’t drive to me wana be with u!

I will be a lot happier if u can start treating me as a mutual fren…cos as ur mutual fren, at least I get the treatment I deserve~

He’s unreasonable and I can never never be with this type of guy…

Sad..felt so much like cryin this wkend..infact, I already cried this morning before going to work..

i felt even sad tat its wkdays and i have to go to crmcc2 again...i reali hate tt place...

sad...

sad..

sad....

ends at 2/20/2005 11:14:00 PM

Sunday, February 13, 2005Y

WoO! The gers at iBid..this is the dunnoe-how-many-pixs we have taken together le!!

It's stiLL US.. =)

My deAr CouSin n Me! Taken on CNY..haven took a photo together for a long time le! LAst time is the Lovegety on trend right..haha!

This is after "bai nian" liaO. Look at me..the skinny bones all sticking out! So erxin~~!!!

Make some decisions le.

Wana study after my diploma. Cos a diploma wont go further! Marketing is toooooo wide le! And perhaps its oso that, i dun wana work so soon~

Uni is defintely out le. My results in poly...uMmm. i have NEVER got a "A". I tink i onli haf like,hmm, less than 5 "B" !! Very lousy..NUS or NTU will never wan me! But i oso dunnoe where le~~ SIM seems to be a gd insitution? Interested in HR..but my diploma haf NTH to do wif HR at all.

IF onli i got into NP Business Studies lorh! And in yr3 specalise in HR right..BUT not i dunwan. Its tat i CANNOT. So angry~~ my L1R4 was 18. But at my intake tt year, it unfortunately bcom 16. duhzz!! And for the past two years..their cut off pt was 19 or 18 de leh...!! Everytime pple ask me why i study till so far la, when NP and SP is near my hse....SO..yes, this is the STORY i tell them.

BUt never mind la. NYP also good ma =) At least got to noe some reali good frens dere.

And when i start working full time, got my own career, on the way to graduating...i must start drivin lessons le. Dat's the most impt thing i gotta do!!

Just finished sorting out my treasures of the past~ dusty! The small green box which contains all the letters, cards exchanged and given by all my dearest frens for the past few years.
Bought back alot alot of memories. The quarrels, the back-stabbing,
the past r/s wif who and who and who, the childishness, the happiness and happenings in sjab, the major setback i've and more..

read some of the letters oso find it so funnie..so stuppiddd! Some cards are reali veri touching..dere's one card by a then-very-gd-fren still, i rem tat time when i read the letter she wrote, i cried like siao....was jus so sad for the breakup of the frenship between the then-four-of-us..

humm!

yeAh~ wana said this..
yesterdae kept snappin at someone cos he kept usin bad words unnecessary,unappropriately. the thing is..bcos he said tt WE mus "remind" him NOT to keep using those crude words mah...

Then other frens jiu say this.."if nv use bad words means not guy liao"
NO LORH...where got liddat!! I know..its the environment, the surrounddings or ur frens u hang out wif...But its UP to urself de lorh...Gers hate guys usin those words. Even if no one saes its awful hor...pple will oso get turn off by tat or judge u based on how u speak..

Dun be like one of my fren who jus keep using those words like nobody business!! But he even worse..he used it on me~~ WTH!! I've alot of other guy frens, they might be in NS, workin, schoolin, But nv speak tt way..

Its the last 2weeks at crmcc2!! Counting down..hooray! no more sausage mouth..no more hectic n rush projects! this whole week gonna b veri busy leh..mus start workin liao..cos haven even start wif all projects n assignments~~ jialat!!

Finished collecting all the ang pows le =) This yr gooD! Save most of it cos last month keep usin my savings..keep 90bucks for my own spendin and alreadi left wif jus a pathetic 20 dollarrss. within two days..sianz!

the first 20dollars on friday for drinks at devils

50 dollars on sat, dinner n foolin at dblo

therefore..i shall remain a "tanglin" kid and go no where else bcos..

-hahaa..i dislike payin expensive cover!! and its jus inclusive of a small pathetic glass of drink

-goin elsewhere means payin cover and its only one drink. which is reali not enuff at all. buyin more drinks also means i'll spend more!! worse at dbl-o cos not inclusive of one drink..hahahaa...

-at least go "tanglin" hor, i can share jug wif fren and get to drink enuff. and also drinks gurantee not diluteD..hahaa..

- i hate queuing up!!

BUT..stil cannnot alwaes liddat. i tink my constant headaches is mayb bcos drinkin abit slightly frequently..

And to someone, dunnoe if u rem anot la..at tt place on sat, tat incident..
dun try to challenge me.
im veri serious.
im NOT scared. im not scared at all.

i've got things u nv nv nv will noe and i will nv nv jus let anyone noe it.

Even if someone wants to flirt or fling, they oso want to see if they see the pple face happie anot rite???

ends at 2/13/2005 09:37:00 PM

Went to Terra Cafe at Bugis on Friday aft school. The drinks and services are soo lousy!! DUN GO THERE!!

Aft which, a very last min plan. Devils!! Wooo HeeEe =D

Saw my ex bf dere!! and luckily not someone else!

Sat ..
Went to my aunt hse at woodlands for "bai nian". Leave the house at 4plus and
travel to westmall meet buddies they all. haf dinner at westmall den took cab to Lido. Didn watch any movies. But eat again...kfc! but i eat little bit only la..den to Plaza Sing..watched them play Percussion Master..damn!! they are so so engrossed wif tat lorh..haa..aniwae, it looks reali veri fun to play wif!

And cab to MS now...dilly dally at NewsroomBar entrance. But didn go in there~ cos it seems kinda empty..so headed to Dbl-O for a veri short while. drinks are cheap. no wonder its SO, VERY, SUPER diluted. cranberry vodka tat doesnt even taste like cranberry at all.

How cheap? OnE jug at Devils can buy u ThREE jugs dere.

Retro are nice. But nicer to listen n dance ya..tink shall try goin on a thur nite where its theme being R&B!
i wana go MW one day!

stayed there for a mere 2hrs bah and left for Lau Pa Sat. actuali i tink there reali nth to eat de..Newton is still alot alot better! hMm..mayb i haven haf enuff of Retro last nite..now spinnin my Retro disc..muahaha.

At dbl-o,Saw my fren Alvin. he work dere as bartender.His motorbike is soo damn cool lorh. But scary.

Sorrie Raven. the "trip" keep delaying n delaying. Bopian, your another sister is too busy! She NOT FREE leh..so u gotta ask her. Not i dunwan to go wif u leh reali lorrh. Bring u go devils soon okay?? =)

monday vday. sianz~ i've got no bf!!!! seriously, i wan get one liao la. so old le lah me. single too long too lonely. go out i oso sianz cos all hold hands and pair pair de. sob..

gotta sleep now~ 5am liao! A sunday off! YeAhhhh

im a ger..when u tok to me..pls lorh..be more ke qi!!! was qUite angry wif someone for his one sentence which i noe he say it out without second thoughts. BUT!!! WTH!!!

i reali haf the devils genes in my blood !!

ends at 2/13/2005 04:50:00 AM

Friday, February 11, 2005Y

haPpie ChinEse new YeAR to All!
WeALth. GOod HeAlth. ProspEriTy. SHun sHun Li Li
HUAT AHH. hEe.. =D

[i noe i haf a loooonggg blog. but please bear wif me........thanksss =) ]

Reunion Dinner was GOOD! Took me almost, one hour fourty five mins. Last one to leave the table..hahA..so shiok. But lonely eating..cos mani not around. My dear cousin not dere and my cute little three cousins...wonder how are they 3 goin on le? Miss them sooo much. Stupppiddddd mom they haf. haiz

Aft dinner went to Chinatown wif my mom. SOrriE to my frens. Didn reali mean to make e promise tt we shld go together but in end i back up~ Wana b wif my family. Same like last year, My mom wanted to go and me too, so we went down together. Firecrackers was great. So CHINESE NEW YEAR. Shuang lo~~ Dere was Fireworks too and Everytime these, i jus felt happie n touched n yah..jus feel happie abt it. and i'll alwaes make a wish~!

And just FIFTEEN mins after the amazing firecrackers and fireworks.......guess who i saw.....
Vincent again~ it was just merely THREE days since i jus saw him at bugis on sat.
he was standing right infront of me...i jus walked n walked n he jus came out like from nowhere and dere he was..standin infront of me...he didn see me...cos he was lookin far..and he was tall i was short...he was wif a woman..but i dunnoe issit the same woman i saw three days ago...as im writing this..i tink my eyes now are so warm..as if the tears are boilin so vigrously inside my eyeballs.....nono..no more droppin of tears for him tt stupidd idoitt....

Okok..it spoilt the nite partially. went shoppin at baleno(50% sales) and at the cny bazzar and took NR back home and was dead tired reachin home at 4am!!

First day of CNY, wake up late and slp till baobao le..wear nice nice wif all my new clothes, skirt and mng tube...haha...and went out relatives visiting wif my cousin's family. soo tired and damn i was havin a terrible headache....almost cant endure it~ steamboat agn at ah ma hse but didn eat much cos head jus so stupidly pain~~

Second day of CNY, went out wif my parents to River Hongbao =) Happie to went out wif them cos rarely got chance to go out together. weather was sooo hot these few days. so wear lesser better~~ fav cheap jeans and my green top. haf lunch at Suntec KFC. Waited and craving for this KFC meal for so long but i didn enjoy eatin cos i was VERY PISSED wif the veri unfortunate and irriating incident over there!!! i will NEVER go tt branch!

okok..fed up wif tt. Stil veri angry!!!!! yeahhh...den reach river angpow..so mani things to see. but i got no camera~~ i'm behind times!! so sad~~ spend a long time dere. and went to my ah ma hse agn...four five hours there. watch tv and dinner..got no mood to high le..cos hmm..tink of nx day sch oso pekchek and other reasons oso bah~nvm..

reached home at late 11pm+ bathe and wana slp liao..so seh leh. But in the end chit chat on the phone with.......shawn. heheehh =D Nearly three hours lorh~ and put down the phone at 245am...so tired!!! Hmmm...jus so happie talkin to him and yah..we too 'gum' le!!!! sometimes reali wish we can get, a few, jus a few steps further~~ but i dunwan cos..who noes wat wil happen..everythin is jus too beautiful now le. known each other for soooo longgg...being wif each other pei each other talked to each other share so much laughter joy happiness since i was hmm..14 and he den 18...and now...oh shitty...so old le. haha..

hMmm....haven been watchin movies for like..two months..no pple jio.no movies. shutters on dec was my last movie~ im so outdated le lah..haven even managed to get seed of chucky la! monday vday~~duhz!! got no surprises at all!!

oh yah...i went to river hongbao rite. dere was a wishing well, and there's mani small 'chunlian' hangin on it de, so when u threw e coin, u make a wish and u see ur coin hit which 'chunlian' lorh. and wat i hit was.......'ying yuan mei man' !!! i didn aim at any particular one leh!! it jus hit into That ying yuan mei man!!!WAHAHAA...ok..my romance n love life shld b comin soon..lao niang wan a bf!!

aniwae...sch reali sianz. sianz sianz sianz!! didn tink so much when i was outside....came to sch as if came to prison..all the troubles jus came pourin in...i noe him even i was stil in o levels holidays, june..den it haf alwaes been liddat..year one clubbin happily,goin out, dinner dating etc..year two stil e same tilll march came to noe e truth den june i told him den oct1st our last time together oct 5th saw him and feb5th again and feb8th again and now..it will be gone forever. wat the hell is this lorh..........

ends at 2/11/2005 11:47:00 AM

Monday, February 07, 2005Y

=Deleted my previous entry cos i hate it!!= shall do a nice entry..

This week being the chinese new year week, im takin off from work for a whole week. I AM NOT WORKING THIS WHOLE WEEK!! i told myself le..i gonna rest rest rest for this week and relax and do the things i wana do, i like. YeaHhhhhhhhh =D

Friday
went shoppin wif nelle at orchard and she bought a veri ex skirt. but she like it can le =) her idol and the ideal 'mei nu' workin dere..SHE'S HOOOOTTTTT yeah!
Darren came wif his fren to meet me oso, pass him the CNY goodies oso.
Evening, aft so mani phonecalls and caused some pekchekness, met up wif davin at bugis. THe 2.4KG of lapis cake is reali reali heavy, i reali got no strength to carry it all the way to pasir ris...so far lorh,and i'm at orchard...met up wif him, pass to him le, and we go off. Didn even tok more than 3sentences. I tink he was unhappie wif me bah...cos i actuali said i will meet him near his hse, pasir ris dere to pass to him.....but its so heavy. jus feel abit sianz oso, why he, as a guy cant accomodate to me lorh~ dun he understand tt me, a ger, carryin so heavy de things to so far is reali not an easy task.........haiz.

so aft meetin davin at bugis. took the train down to lot1 to meet darren again. Haf dinner there. Den he and his frens go arcade lorh...so jus stayed dere wif him and his frens. Aft arcade, go kopitiam to "la-kopi" and chit chat dere until 11pm and we left...he pei me take bus home. BUt, we alight at bukitpanjangplaza dere...shop at NTUC, cos haven close.....hahaa...dats it~

Saturday
took off to run errands and do someother stuffs, meet frens and buy things and trim hair. Sleep till 11am plus..shiok,dunnoe how long didn slp till i shuang le~ Met up wif Tingyi at westmall and we haf lunch and shop dere till 3,4pm and den we left. Finali met up wif him aft like few mths. Pass him the CNY goodies and he gif me the bag he bought for me fr TW, my bELated birthday present~ very nice bag!! Like it alot~~ its tt type of bag which i wil nv thot of buying. but nevertheless, it quite suits me too.

Aft meeting tingyi, i went to Orchard to shop a little little while. Carried many things ard oso..so didn reali haf the energy to shop too much. So travelled to Bugis, to meet km.

The crucial part came..i saw vincent wif another woman. dunwana tok abt tis le.
its not abt the "i.cant.forget.him" or wat...yesh,mayb somehow, i haven reali forget him totally....i jus feel so
erxin, so disgusted abt him. why does he haf to go ard flirting? mayb he's not. mayb he is. mayb tt woman is his new gf. mayb evon is not her gf. or wat or wat? when i was "stil wif him" i dunnnoe, aft tt, i stil dunnoe. now i oso dunnoe, and in future or when, i will oso never noe!! So unhapppie, affected and sianz. Wat exactly is he up to? Who is evon to him? who am i to him? Who is tt woman to him....kaoz, tt woman is like sooooo xxxxxxxxxxx and he was holdin the woman hands.............yucks...did he quit his job le? he suppose to be in mornin shift ma...i alreadi ask jerral wat shift was he doin on sat...why was he there? why so zhunzhun, exactly four months later, same date, on the fifth and at bugis. HAIZ!!! VINC, u are so erxin........!!

Oh yah, km workin alone~ and i actuali accompany her all the way till she closed shop at 10pm. Stayed at the shop to eat and chit chat wif her and oso, shop at bugisvillage other shops many many many times liao. aft her work, we chiong down to topshop and MNG isetan scotts.

Aft we are done wif our last min shopping, meet up wif raven and we went to Boat Quay TCC. Cousin, i went dere le~ haha..aft u STRONGLY RECOMMEND to me~~heee..But took the level one seats instead of the big cosy bean bag seats at level 2. Cos km and me wear skirt. BUt i tink the drinks dere are reali reali niceeeeeee...i haf the Iced LAtte Mocha and its reali fantastic..wOoOooo =D

Stayed there till 1am liddat and left. Took a cab home. i'm someone who dunlike and alwaes try to avoid takin a cab bcos its expensive and jus not worth it. dunlike to take cab cos i hate tellin directions.."uncle, go straight first, trafficlight infront turn left den second carpark..." haiz...
But tt nite...i jus haf a VERY STRONG feeling tt i shouldn take a NR home, and i shld better take a cab home....i dunnoe why. jus haf tt feeling...mayb like wat pple say, woman's instinct is veri strong sixth sense is veri accurate...... so shared cab home wif km.

And another reason why i dunlike go home late,other than i need to take cab, its bcos of cockroaches. and tt nite..there was 2 freaking huge ones near the lift button!! So.........i took the stairs up to my hm at seventh floor wif me wearing a pair of heels and skirt..haiz!! im useless...so scared of tt stuppiidd erxin creatures~~

Yesterday work at Lot1..my company is reali reali veri veri jialat now. Havin work dere for so long, somehow i feel sad for my company...so many things happen jus within this 2months. now the boss is no longer in control and we are officially taken over by e bank.

at work ytd, i saw my sec sch godbrother..haa, of cos nv call him 'korkor'. i dun haf the habit of calling pple lorh. aniwae, i got no chance to reali call someone jiejie or korkor. bcos i m a only child. got no one to call. okok. He say me change alot~~

and at work..M called me(aft a wk). he mention tt he will come to lot1 to meet his camp mates before proceeding to camp. he noe im workin there lorh. so i was thinkin...wil he be so good and wil actuali dropped by to visit me awhile or wat. errrm, but unfortunately, he didn call me even till 8 or 9pm~~~ and yah.....i saw him walkin past. But i didn call for him. i just let him walked past me...i dun feel like callin him....anyway duncare abt him lah....cant be bothered oso...jus another type of bo-sim pple lai de~

aft sch today, goin down to Cine to take bags from km, do somemore of shopping. and den travel to Lot1 to pass the bag to my frens at work. And den to bp again, to find my another colleague who said she wana pass me something.....not veriveri close wif her le..dunnnoe wat she wan gif me~~ seems abit scary..........den meet another fren again, to take my...absoult vodka!! yeaHHHHhh =D

Done wif my shopping!! I have 3 new tops and 2 new skirt! Wanted to buy tt bag i like alot...but....NO MORE LE!! if onli i haf more money, i buy the heels tt i've been aiming.....BUt aniwae, im contented wif my CNY shoppin alreadi!

for those who haven meet me...i got a surprise for u all~~hehh

for the CNY week, can call me out~!! Wen, dun alone alone at home or eat maggie mee okkk..we can go out walk walk and eat de ok?

Comin sat, BUDDIES, we meet up and go happie happie kk.

okay....tok for veri long liao~~gotta go!
happie chinese new year!

Nelle n me, BishanJ8, Last year xmas..haa..so long ago le~

Another one of Nelle n me being "zhi lian"

Kaimei n me @ TCC, Boat Quay

*ask them, ask those i haf seen and haf been hanging up veri often wif..ask nelle,ask clairia,ask darren ask km ask my colleagues...i siao char bor wif them,high wif them...haf so much fun, play happily joke nonsense..chinese new year comin,shld b happie n remain crazy n siao...but den....todae reali no mood.....CNY coming, but haf to let me see him for wat...damn idiotic irriating freako u!! why does i haf to get affected wif wateva he does, cant i haf nothing to do with him..why cant he just be forever lost from me lorh...all my fault all my sillyness all my naiveness dat leads to todae...he's just such a fucker..i hate u i hate u

ends at 2/07/2005 10:40:00 AM

Wednesday, February 02, 2005Y

So happie so happie

today after school can go out le!! Finally finally!! After so many weeks of working on weekends and past few days workin alot. Finally time to go out shopping and chill out!!! Goin Orchard later!! So excited!!!!

and most importantly, todae is WEDNESDAY=LADIES NITE!!! YEaAH! say till majiam i goin down liddat..haa...VODKA CRANBERRY!!!!

and tml is Thursday, goin out oso! And aft Thur is Friday!

took train wif a fren tis morning. haa..i missed the train~ he board the train le, den he alight at yew tee and wait for my approaching train. haa...better la. at least we each got company to sch together. Where is Boon? try to take same train wif us la~

humphh. so sad. alreadi Feb, yet i cant take my pay yet. Bopian, company on CRISIS le..sobz. feel abit abit sad for my company. haiz, still got another pay to take from another company. Dunnoe when can take also!

Gotta settle my transport allowances. estimate, $60 gone~
And pay SOMEPPLE back their money $50
And haircut!
And buy CNY stuffs, bag, mng top, skirt. OK, enuff liao!
And buy something for my mom too..her bday
And the rest shld go to my savings, cos reali spend alot from my other acc le.

Jus now haf a super lunch at J8. CRYSTAL JADE!! Veri unexpected, intitally wana go Ya Kun de. BUT BUT BUT, in the end, its Crystal Jade =) Haha, Si Hao's bday. So he gif us a treat. So expensive lorhhhh......and its like NOT ALOT of food. But its really nice. Esp the dumpling soup. Nelle and me realli love drinkin soup. Jus ask my cousin and she will describle for u all HOW MUCH I LOVE TO DRINK SOUP, and HOW MUCH I CAN DRINK. HAHHHAaa...she everytime laugh at me for this!! Okokk..We gers, also shared and bought a cake for him too. It came as a surprise for him. Cake was very nice oso. Real Fruit Cake, unlike Angie's de..

But dunnoe why jus now i 'tio' suan by them..so jialat lorh. All because of my ONE SENTENCE and ONE ACTION by a male staff there -_-" SO FUNNY!! BUt realli..the pot of tea was HEAVY!!

hahahaha.

recently so siao in sch. so happie. being siao is shiok!!

ends at 2/02/2005 02:38:00 PM