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Sunday, January 30, 2005Y






So irriating!! The previous entry was gone in a split second lorh!! The window jus close all by itself!!! Wah…nvm…be patient! Let me try to rem wat I type jus now~~

last day of JAN liao.. so happie, cos CNY coming and my pay is coming soon too. And tis month, im gonna meet up with many frens =)


This week better pass fast..Monday sux at cc 2. sausage mouth.haha, her name given by every one. “FANTASTIC, COOL!” DUHzz!! Fri still mus do a presentation lorh..sianz!!

Miss my devils~~ Last Friday, actuali wana go devils.But didn cos tired n the mood died off~ BUT when I reach home, mark msg me telling he was dere (his bday*) and if im goin down anot…haiz! Why dunwan ask me earlier~~ Next time ask me earlier..and i sure go!!

Sat, almost 1am le. My da-jie asked me if I wana go down oso~~ haiz!! Why dunwan ask me earlier….soBx. Anyway, we are planning to go tis comin sat! Hopefully lorh. Very scared of her de..cos she put me aeroplane many times liao~~


Mon after school goin work and Raynor’s back!
Tues Home
Wed Goin out wif buddies
Thur Bugis, YU PIAN MIFEN!!!
Fri meetin Davin =) So so longggg nv see him . But have to meet him near his hse area, PASIR RIS…..arhhh. To pass him lapis cake he helped me to buy and an excuse to meet up. May the frenship stays between me n him.
Sat meeting Tingyi!! Gif him Cny goodies too. He gonna gif me a pressie he bought frm TW too. Wahaha…my very gd fren!


Feel like getting a nose piercing..Shld I? If do le..worried tt it will ‘upgrade’ my status as a ah-lian, but seriously, im not im not~~~~ reali!!


Anyway, here’ something piping hot…haiz, jus post it up la, duncare le.
Feel so xingku`sad`affected, abt it. Tis is wat happen on Sat nite in Msn.
Lead actor, Marcus. Lead actress, Me =x


Sometimes reali not my fault ma. I reali nv attitude or guai lan lorh…..
why alwaes malign me..
tok so fierce to me
yuan wang me..
nv call me..
nv meet THREE weeks le..
onli noe how to fierce to me, say this say that, say why I like this like that…

I reali do nothing ma…I reali veri good le lorh…..i so accommodating to u le…..but wat happen to me when u fierce to me, tok loud to me, malign or reason wif me? Its JUS NOT ME……why lorh….i dunnnoeee lahhh…

~~~~~
MARCUS says:
hey
MARCUS says:
wat ya doing nw wor
MARCUS says:
keke
ReNe* says:
halo..
ReNe* says:
at hm surfin net lorh.
ReNe* says:
u le? so guai at hm
MARCUS says:
no
MARCUS says:
mi go accuputure juz nw
MARCUS says:
nw back damn pain
MARCUS says:
haixxx
ReNe* says:
so late go ahh
MARCUS says:
eh
MARCUS says:
u wan cum find mi
ReNe* says:
wat happen agn le? ur back
MARCUS says:
buy things for mi eat lehx
MARCUS says:
i beri hungry
ReNe* says:
tml work
MARCUS says:
tml go straight frm here lahx
ReNe* says:
dunwan~
MARCUS says:
nvm loh
ReNe* says:
wat happen to u?
MARCUS says:
nvm
ReNe* says:
unhappie over e fact tt i dunwan come rite
ReNe* says:
askin u abt ur back now~~
MARCUS says:
aiya
MARCUS says:
4get it
MARCUS says:
i dun wan care
MARCUS says:
u always like tt wat
MARCUS says:
so wat can i sae
ReNe* says:
wat lorh. please..wats wrong now?
ReNe* says:
wat, alwaes on ur svc? who do u tink i m
MARCUS says:
I WAN U TO CUM
MARCUS says:
nvm
MARCUS says:
yawnx
ReNe* says:
why shld i?
MARCUS says:
dun nid sae animore
MARCUS says:
full stop
MARCUS says:
no point u guai lan wif mi
MARCUS says:
the more u do tt
MARCUS says:
the more i dislike u
MARCUS says:
k
ReNe* says:
den go ahead and dislike me. cos i have NV feel tt u like me too~
ReNe* says:
go reflect on urself. i cant always b in e wrong, alwaes bein malign by u tt im showin u attitude, tt i m guai lan!
MARCUS says:
i dun like u
MARCUS says:
yah rite
MARCUS says:
if i dun like
MARCUS says:
then why spend ani cent on u
MARCUS says:
kaox
MARCUS says:
fuck it lahx
MARCUS says:
if u wan think tt way
MARCUS says:
then be it
MARCUS says:
i tell u i am seriosuly bz
MARCUS says:
n i am injured loh
ReNe* says:
i noe i noe i noe ya busy. but callin me once a day, is tt reali difficult?
MARCUS says:
i in camp
MARCUS says:
i rch bunk
MARCUS says:
i slp le loh
MARCUS says:
todae i still go office settle things
MARCUS says:
got some ends to tie up
ReNe* says:
do u noe how it feels whenever i m being told off by u? when i got scolded by u for nothing?
MARCUS says:
i told u b4 le
MARCUS says:
k
MARCUS says:
okie
MARCUS says:
my fault
MARCUS says:
sorrie
MARCUS says:
can we go eat
MARCUS says:
i am hungry
ReNe* says:
sorrie, no, im at hm
MARCUS says:
pls can
ReNe* says:
im reali tired to go out le..
MARCUS says:
pls.........
MARCUS says:
can
MARCUS says:
ang gugu lahx
ReNe* says:
sorrie...i cant~
MARCUS says:
nvm loh
MARCUS says:
if u purposely then nvm loh
MARCUS says:
anyway
MARCUS says:
u always sae u wan go hm when u r outside
MARCUS says:
to take ur things then u will cum
MARCUS says:
nw ask u cum
MARCUS says:
u aso sae this n tt
MARCUS says:
duno wat u reali wan
MARCUS says:
nw wan make peace
MARCUS says:
but u wan like tt
MARCUS says:
then nvm loh
ReNe* says:
its nt purposely. im tired reali tired. and i m lazy to go out now. tml work mornin. n i got no cash. im tired..
MARCUS says:
okie
MARCUS says:
u take cab cum
MARCUS says:
i go downstair pay for u
MARCUS says:
k
MARCUS says:
then we go buy food eat
ReNe* says:
dunwan le....sorrie..
MARCUS says:
then wat u wan
MARCUS says:
okie
MARCUS says:
then u dun wan be together
MARCUS says:
then nvm loh
MARCUS says:
okie
ReNe* says:
not meetin u now and wat dun wana b together is diff matter liao le~ i bathe nice nice, abt to slp, hair all tied up, how to go out? i seriously tired to go out...
MARCUS says:
nw i ask u
MARCUS says:
u wan be my gf ant?
ReNe* says:
at tis moment, No. cos, if things will alwaes turn out tis way, i rather not.
MARCUS says:
then nvm
MARCUS says:
it is u tt dun wan
MARCUS says:
k loh
MARCUS says:
i nw wan make peace
MARCUS says:
make u feel secure
MARCUS says:
n nw u wan chut pattern
MARCUS says:
then nvm
MARCUS says:
then u see why i dun wan tok nicely to u
MARCUS says:
nvm
ReNe* says:
by sayin 'no', u r sayin i chu pattern wif u? everything to u oso considered chu pattern. i didn i didn i didn!
MARCUS says:
nvm
MARCUS says:
its okie
MARCUS says:
sorie
MARCUS says:
everything my fault
MARCUS says:
i dun wan sae animore
MARCUS says:
i reali hope to go eat wif u
MARCUS says:
reali miz u
MARCUS says:
if u think i nt sincere
MARCUS says:
i got nothing to sae
ReNe* says:
i reali cannot tahan e way u tok to me..tok so loud to me, say i attitude, chu pattern, tok wif all the vulagrites all out..
MARCUS says:
nvm
MARCUS says:
sorie
MARCUS says:
okie i am the wrong one
MARCUS says:
okie lahx
MARCUS says:
u go slp or wat loh
MARCUS says:
ciaox
MARCUS says:
sorie to disturb u
ReNe* says:
nt tt ur in e wrong...or ya not sincere...ok..
MARCUS says:
nvm
ReNe* says:
go find some biscuits or wat bah. or go slp earli...
MARCUS says:
juz let it be
MARCUS says:
i cannot anihow eat
MARCUS says:
aiya
MARCUS says:
i dun wan sae animore
MARCUS says:
everything my fault
ReNe* says:
wat happen to your back? and hows ur knee le...
MARCUS says:
nvm
MARCUS says:
dun wan sae le
MARCUS says:
i am reali veri hungry
ReNe* says:
cant u tell me ma?
ReNe* says:
sorrie, i reali cant pei u
MARCUS says:
nvm
MARCUS says:
dun nid to sae sorie
MARCUS says:
Byebye




That’s all..goin to sleep…sianz Monday again.



ends at 1/30/2005 11:43:00 PM

Saturday, January 29, 2005Y

[hope tt wateva "We" tink, we suspect, we feel tat...IS WRONG. ITS NOT REAL] Soo scary~



Busy Busy Busy. Jus got home and only free to blog now. Haf been ard five days since i last came in here, so a long one now.


Monday
was a bad bad day. did our presentation and aft the V.koh tok to us le...reali no mood, no motivation. sianz n irriated, pekchek. Wat to do? Everyone do like siao for e grace period of four days le lorh..i do the ppt for almost one whole day, find n do packages, load this load that, den Liwen do webby den we help help her oso.
True lah, other groups reali did a nice webby n a "FANTASTIC,COOL" presentation...but its at their advantage too..cos their group, got at least one person is expertise in webby stuffs =x

Jus now readin Joann's blog..wahaha, she oso complainin abt V.koh. Yeah yeah yeah, she alwaes tell pple to call the pple who mia, den we said this, "where r u huh? ms v.koh looking for u now le,come back come back"
WAH penGZ! Bopian, we tw0 groups lucki to haf her supervising us. UNLESS load of work____________
ANyway, aft school went QUeensway wif Lipsin n Boon. Haf our dinner there oso..nothin is nice there, except for the crystal baos. The soyabean milk sucks, so damn diluted!! Very very tired thru-out the journey..and so become veri veri sianz, quiet n moody. Not jus physically n mentally tired oso bah~ BCos, was at the area where he did once drove by. Tat was '04 June, on e way to fetch one of his fren livin at redhill area(so travelled past dere), and when i was in e car, i rem lorh, tt his gf lives at redhill/tiongbarhu/bt merah area.




Tuesday
NothinG. Journey to sch wif boon n daniel I dun rem other things abt it le
=As usual, as the title of my blog___was thinking about it~ so fan, pretty upsetting=


Wednesday
Took MC!!!! Woke up with a reali terrible headache. Pain till i cried. Struggled, fight, quarrelled wif my mom before i decided to not to go to sch. Cos i no money c doc. And i hate goin doc alone... Im a very 'ying ying lai' de person lorh, I even dress up hao hao le, I even stepped on the Lrt Stn @ BukitPanjang liao......THen only, i tink i better dun 'ying ying lai' too much le.
Cried at home..cos reali reali pain..kept pressing my head..felt veri veri sad =( last mth when i sick till quite jialat, at least M still called and check on me frequently~~ But he dunnoe wat's up wif him, wat he doin at tt moment.......

Doctor said sometimes its bcos of Stress, Heavier workload, face com too much, tat's why, it causes the muscles to strain and thus leading to SEVERE HEADACHE. Haiz.

Rest and sleep at home durin the noon. Promised the gers(my colleagues)a trip out together. They took off...so i meet them 7plus @ chinatown. Lucky! Headache not so jialat le... Oh ya, M called me =) on my way to dere. Told him i didn go sch cos super headache, hmm, well he tok nicely to me thru out e conversation. At least, i feel the care~
Ohh kk..CHINATOWN. Went to eat the famous 'tian j' porridge. Not bad Not bad. Can fight with Geylang de. Nice Nice! Den we shop shop at CNY bazzar, buy these, play these play tat, sample foods joke complain haf fun. And parted ways at 10plus~ haA..first time out wif them. Good lah~~ Quite fuN


Thursday
Journey to sch wif boon n daniel, good good, at least haf frens to sch together. at least we can chat happily. Lunch out at AMK.Bar Chor Mee. Ice Lemon Tea. wah shiok!!!! the ice lemon tea reali veri nice...dat is wat we called a real original ice lemon tea!! U all shld see my reaction lorh....haa..i drink one mouthful le, immediately turned to Nelle wif big eyes...So FANTASTIC!!!
=As usual, as the title of my blog___was thinking about it~ so fan, pretty upsetting=


Friday
Journey to sch wif boon n daniel oso. Wan to meet 'jiu' meet liao, if not they go attachment, oso no more chances to go sch together. Lunch out agn at AMK. Bar Chor Mee. Ice Lemon Tea. Cannot resist the icelemontea!! Bar Chor Mee oso veri nice. Threw all the meatballs to Nelle. haha. But hmm, lunch wif nelle n clairia, duuunnnoeee how mannnnyy years 3of us haf lunch together le lorh..was happie for e fact tt three of us haf a meal 2gether......

Okay~ aft sch, met up wif 'Wen for window shopping. So mani things we wana buy, but BUDGET BUDGET. Poor her, she got reali affected aft seein her pay =x
Cheer Up girl.

Anyway, we talked, share stuffs, eat, shop, find km den proceed home le.


And something tt i so bu shuang, abit irriated abt it. On way home, bus 171. This girl ah!!!
Talk so loudly lorh, wan all the pple in bus to listen to her conversation!!
Firstly, she called a fren and she said this, "U noe hor, the LJS outside seats at Cine hor, got police officers come n catch underage pple de lehz. Then hor, the police dun care de lorh, if still got alot of cigarettes in, they stil confiscate it lorh."
WAH PIANG AHHHH!!!
Secondly, she made a phone call AGAIN. "Where are u goin huh", then "Ur frens who lai de? All Straight de ahh, veri sianz leh, Shuai anot huh?" and "My fren, very style de lorh, dun see her small size but she veri veri stylo de. Very shuai. Reali like her lorh(obviously refering to a ger cos name mention was a girl name la and the word "her") Then she tok tok other things den said this again,"U noe de lorh, i reali like her alot, how to let go? How to forget her?"

AIyoyoyo. Xiao Mei Mei ahhh. Firstly i wan tell u, if u are not STRAIGHT, u are a les,a bi or wat or wateva u wan say hor, say softly la..wat for u tok so loud and disturb other pple..nobody wan kpo in ur affairs leh.......and underage dun smoke lorh!! And seat nicer can anot? Ur leg mus 'qiao' till so far meh, block pple lorh. And from town to yishun, take train!! so much nearer than takin 171....cos when bus reach BP, she gan jiong..haha, called someone and asked why aft town liao stil got go BP, haven go yishun den complain the journey so far........hahA...stupppidddddd...


Dats all for e week~

Haven meet him for two weeks le..duunnnoee where the hell he is now, flirting at dunnnooee where! Alreadi told him tt i gotta work on sat sun. fri book up dun even call me. NVM, some pple jus 'bo-sim'....

Told 'Wen abt me fan over 'V de thingy..told her all the stuppidd stuffs i did, eg:writing nonsense at my frenster profile so he can see it, counting his schedule if im goin bugis or devils....hUmm..sianz sianz sianz. Almost FOUR Months since we contacted, since i saw him. Well, i noe, if he got 'sim' to call, he wil alreadi called on e nite when we saw each other at bugis...why lorh. How can he feel absolutely nth this 1 1/2 yrs? Forget it...forget it.....




Wanna tell u all something...wahahha. So 'high' abt it =D
My devils card is extended!!!! yeah!!! They reali did sent me a new card and it was extended for another year.. so so so happie.
no more long queues, no covercharge, discounts!!!!! YeaH!!!!

as im posting this blog..pefect10 spinning "Glory of Love" =(

why does the "someones" alwaes haf to be my frens' frens or somewhere near me? So qiao ma? Mark ex gf is nelle's fren. ZW's gf same sch as me n is my fren's fren! and Vinc gf was previously from NYP, Sbm too~~



OkOKok...goin to slp le. Takecare and enjoy e weekends~



ends at 1/29/2005 01:05:00 AM

Monday, January 24, 2005Y

aLL the PictuRes takeN on the LAST DAY at BP0S.....




tHe Whole Bpos!!



aLL the pretty gers of iBid...(*act Cute* Luckily i DiDn...)



sTill pretty gers of iBid.. (*1/2 face nia..got block by fren)



OUR iBid team!! THe handsome, clever, diligent, cute, capable teAm!! Mr Ong(quite handsome..pple call him PotatoHead) ...the guys n gers...





today mood better =D

Project tat rush like siao finali over le. finally.

saw someone in sch tis morning. wahahha. my dearies shld noe hor. *sHHHHhhh*

aft sch goin queensway shopping

tis week hmm..outing wif my dear colleagues on wed!! (will take photos!)
steamboat on tues or thur
and wkends working =)




frens spinning my lao-gong now...fantastic!
the live cd of jay chou concert!
will buy it nx month =p


ends at 1/24/2005 01:26:00 PM

Sunday, January 23, 2005Y

SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT BLOG NOW??


Okay..maybe a short entry, before i hop to my bed..


feelin reali sad today..feel so much like crying...

my parents..sux. they r alwaes tellin me, No $ no $. but i dun believe!!
im so broke tt i eat onli one meal on sat sun even though i work 12hrs the day.
didn put my fav mascara at all for dunnoe how mani daes..cos no more eye makeup remover..


i find myself stil missin him..and unhappie..why over these long peroid of time..tt we spend together..and yet he didn luv me a single bit at all?
he dun miss me at all....since e last time i met him.oct1st*devils oct5th*bugis.....he didn even bother to find me now.....the advertisment at LRT station, tt guy reali resembles him......i look thru his frenster profile...but stil the same(onli frens in his network can see) i reali miss him................


another person.. all i can say is, "this is wat i haf expected de" ANother "short-life-span de". SORRY, i jus dun believe, one can be SO BUSY till cant make a phonecall. Change le change le he change le. We are old enuff to handle things nicely n tactfully. Issit really bcos my attitude sucks? Issit? Maybe he's sian wif me le


Love resolves ard money and yesh, intimate moments(or some say, sex).
If he got IT, and he's still wif u, he Loves U.



Now i noe why le, why tat particular some one was still lookin for me for the 1yr8mths since we noe each other. even though we are headin nowhere. cos he didn get it




PLEASE....FEB come SOON...FAST.......
money money money

will take a break durin CNY week..

aft CNY week, i wil buried my wkends WorkiNg.


i hate goin to sch!!!!
CRMCC!







=a smart ger who dun do things smart enuff=


ends at 1/23/2005 11:14:00 PM

Friday, January 21, 2005Y

Jus read thru Wen's blog and she, writing abt her nite at devils.
wahahaha. So funnie so cute.
Anyway, the nite was fun for me. glad tt its for her too =D

But i feel bad havin her to go dere~ even pple say i teach her bad...
cos my intention is jus to go awhile den ask abt my card.
but in e end saw frens dere. and BINGO,all can click together~~~~


Dunnoe why she and some other fren wana see vinc so much -_-"
Humm. Why? haiz. i dunwan le....dunnoe wat to do if i c him..
u all haf seen how's my reaction alreadi lorh.(when i thot i saw him)
So scary. (though i .."abit onli" wish to c him too)
BUT BETTER DUN SEE HIM ...haiz

Saw the ger drinking, den i gan jiong la. cos she dun drink! but she drink beer~~~
but she veri guai oso, drink small small sip and drink very little.
played games, her punishment oso green tea de

den pple say she underage. hahaha.
tok to frens, entertaining, meet new frens, see pple.

Fun lah. wahaha
Nx time go agn? WEe! Now Wen and me got common frens over there !!!


Next week plannin for a day wif my dear gers(my colleagues) to Chinatown =D
Very surprise? Yeshh..my colleagues. Actuali realise tt i quite like these few gers!
Hopefully the two full time can get the same off day!!


Marcus called on thur mornin. Dunnoe is "loot" me or "suan" me tt i go devils.so pekchek! feel tt the way he tok is tt he dunlike me go lorh, but he freaking alwaes go w/o me too. sometimes he go le,nx day den tell me. SO? Isnt tt unfair? Worse, he go dere, gers wan his no, he WILL give! (i'm unhappie abt tis bcos, he said to me before tt he wont do tis wont do tt, he wil b remain trustable to me and some other things la) Anyway, it's jus tt, he didn keep to his words.

i cant be bothered with him too. i give up. he change. the claims, promises he make are all bullshit. he no longer care abt me! Dun wan waste my time !

why am i alwaes so unlucky? e pple i met jus freakin dun treat me wif TLC?

ends at 1/21/2005 11:30:00 PM

Thursday, January 20, 2005Y

First Devils trip of the year 2005!

Ytd woke up in e mornin, and i tink tink for whole day liao, whether i shld hop down to devils anot. Bcos, i wan to ask if i can extend my membercard anot. Den i tink tink, todae best day, cos its Wed! i can get FREE drinks =) and oso tt, wkends i not free to go, and im left wif only two more weeks before it expires..

i reali tink veri hard lorh. took train in e morning and my fren oso said lo, wat i tinkin earli in e mornin. tink until so focus. haha.

aniwae, aft pondering for so long and unable to reach km and darren cant go, in e end, i've got my huiwen to pei me. thankyou ger!

checked wif the bouncer and he told me they wil send a new card to me. But i dun believe leh. Got so good meh? Hopefully, got chance i ask other pple.

Drank vodka cranberry and vodka orange at dance bar. Den saw Marcus de "brother" and his this fren. So we hang out together =D

It was so much fun. Jus so crappy, entertaining. Mingle well together. Played sicssors-paper-stone and black-white, But i not lucky lorh! Keep drinkin as punishment~~ Tiger beer and Chivas plus munching peanuts!!

Talked and lame ard wif all of them till 11pm liddat and Wen and me proceed home!
TOOK a BUS home.....my head reali heavy le............actuali i cant take it le...but bopian....endure. Luckily, i didn overslept!

Reached home. Bathroom.......and i..


PUKE!! Vomitted!!

ONCE

TWICE

THRICE


hahaa...so digusting! hahaha. haf abit too much to drinks and long bus journey to blame!
and dun say me lor...no money stil go...cos i got calculate hao hao de ok...
i DIDN spend any money AT ALL.
Free entry, Free drinks and bus home!


And i saw Paul! Fren at devils de. Reali is fren lor, not hi-bye de, we see each other got talk de. But,quite some time didn contact. He kept changin his hp no, so i guess mayb he forgot to update me? Or mayb he got gf liao, so draw line le.

Oh ya, his dear gf SUCKS! SUCKS! oh my god, how can someone be so damn UNFRIENDLY AND YA-YA?

Walked over and said "HI" to Paul. He was as happie as me tt we saw each other.
He give me a hug (he often does tt, but no ill intentions, he's e ang moh type). His hug veri comfty lorh..I'm sure his gf didn see it cos she's facin another side.
He pass me his hp so i entered my no in. He turned to his gf.
His fren den told me or shld i said WARNED ME?.."Paul gf ard leh, u better dun tok so much to him le"
Den his gf turned to me and i waved to her, said "Hi" and smiled to her =)

SHE FREAKING NO REACTIONS BACK TO ME!! FUCK!

Den Paul was like talkin to her, perhaps introducin me to her. Cos his hands was pointing towards me.
AND THE FREAKING GF..oh my god, all the expression u can see on her is..the pekchek face wif lots of LINES on her forehead.
Obviously, she dun even bother to say Hi to me or acknowledge me or bothers me! Why say hi u will die ahh? Act so yaya for wat? So unfriendly and rude!

IDIOTIC!

wah lau ehh...i've nv came across such a unfriendly fren de fren!!! See you no up!

=pissed=
last nite too seh to be angry, so now angry.
kk, enuff!


so poor thing. didn use mascara these few days cos no more eye make-up remover liaO..

fri and sat work...so sianz..

kk. sleep!

ends at 1/20/2005 11:18:00 PM

Tuesday, January 18, 2005Y

Photos Sharing Sessions!

My Favourite..SEAFOOD PLATTER =) Only Fish & CO @GlassHouse is gOOd!



All Seven of Us..This one not so nice, warming up for the next shoot..



Here it goes..the after warm up..nicer..



WAHAHA. i see this one i oso feel like laughing..why so fUnny lorH! One close eyes One look up...haha..another warming up pix??



See? This one so much nicer!!



Kaimei and Huiwen. behind them is the old old type of bicycle..actuali wan go up and pose for pix..but the seat is too high liaoO..



Raynor wearing the t-shirt we bought. Huiwen, poor ger, squatting down to take pix! And Lipsin



"the ex-couple' OPPSS!!



The FouR guys. Tryin to how lian his BULLSHIT t-shirt!! HahaA!



One yandao and three mei-nu...ook..hahaa..



of course its huiwen me and kaimei..kelian..all compromise me by becoming shorter...



Last shoot taken @ Mary's Chalet!
Dunnoe y all wear black n white. except huiwen wear pretty n bright bright.



Now my jiemei. the few guys i m together wif since sec sch. okk,my ex bf. the sell vcd and beat police de..wahahha..so happie to see him tt day =)







dats all


still very sianz



Still no money.........feel like going to die..........

ends at 1/18/2005 11:17:00 PM

Monday, January 17, 2005Y

very sianz very sianz..


i have an ulcer now!! So pain =( i dun feel like talkin!!!

Actually, by nature, i am a quiet girl(*Really). I dun interact much with pple i dunnoe so well. ANd sometimes, i tend to withdraw myself from them. Sometimes i rather alone, rather be lonely den go 'ying chou'. All this started durin later part of sec4, after the major incident between the gers and me.

My new stopover. Nothin much to comment bah. Pple dere all noe each other de, not so strangers. but honestly, who wont feel sad and sianz that the pple u r most close to are all not together wif u? (and worse, u realise u r e one nt wif them).
Yessh, u noe all other frens. But look ard, all of them have their own clicks, their own sista,brothers in e same place wif them.
Im reali..sianz. Jus hope nothin goes wrong and the worse feelin will be over soon.

And Vivian Koh, why make me the leader of the group? I dunwan!!!! Its not tt im denying responsibility or im slacker or im findin excuses. I can do things, but i dun haf a gd sense of leading!! Haiz


Tml aft sch chiong to work, most probably 630 den can reach. Bopian =x
Aniwae, there's reali many things goin on within the company now. Boss, office pple. All against us, staffs at bp n lot1. Malign us, back-stabbin us, purposely 'tekan' us. All pointin fingers at us. All aimin at us. Why company jus so freakin unappreciative of us? We are the frontline person of e company and they are given this treatment from them? Idiotic!! haiz! Bully us just because all ten of us are young, 1987,1985,1983 de? Wat is tt?!!


I feel so much like workin nite jobs. Sometimes jus feel tat nite jobs is good cos i dun waste time sleepin at nite and earn some money. but i seriously dun wanna expose myself so much to the hectic environment. smokes, alcoholic, dim lights, loud music...also work nite job..reali no time for myself..sure is fri,sat wrk..liddat how to go out find bf? Or where can i find some nite p/t temp jobs (at least mornin can stil wrk other jobs) ..high pay n quick cash..promoting drinks or wat oso can..


Oh ya, my tt fren workin at the Cd shop came back from TW liao. He help me buy Absoult Vodka =) Yeah, in time for CNY. and..he oso said he bought something for my mom?? wah pengz..


ben gu niang no money..dun jio me out. confine me at home..i even borrow money from somepple..i thot i can at least go for one more last clubbing nite this Jan....bcos on Feb, card expired....But now too bad..how to go? No more devils.....no more free cover, no more short queues, no more sign 1 fren in, no more discounts if buy jugs........



Thur. Eve of HariRayaHaji.
1/2 day sch, den work 4-10

Fri. HariRayaHaji.
work 12-10

Sat.
work 10-10

Sun
off.
wats e use of gettin a off day? dun intend to go out too..waste time @ home..i shld told them i can work...


Thanks to all who supported me for e personal selling...thankyouverymuch! reali appreciate =) It means alot to me.

i mus go pray le..i wan wash off e 'fate'..of why i alwaes meet de pple are not good de....mus go before CNY

Feb i mus find time to do the followin things and other stuffs i like..

^i wanna ask frens to pei me go ton at nite den cycling =)

^meet tingyi, meet davin, meet randy, meet raven

^go chinatown buy goodies

^haircut

^some new clothes (MNG New racerback top,COOL Colours!) and shoes

anyone haf vcds/dvds for Seed of Chucky or KungFu...


no mood now.....



TO HUIWEN =D
free tis sun? im off. if u wan go out shoppin, i pei u! jus like last last wk, we shop and tok and laugh like there's no tml. Tat was so happie! ARe u feelin better now? Things still goin on okay? Endure wif e cabin bad first, return to him first. Den when pay come, shop slowly for a nicer bag kk?


TO RAVEN =D

Brother ya, take care. dunnoe wat else to sae to u. now ur priority is work hard work hard. Sch start for some times le, time to settle down to work, common test comin soon rite? Dun get distracted by those issues too easily. Ur still young. Many of this things cant be rush. The more u wan, the more it fly far far from u. Take time to noe each other well before deciding or wat so ever. Dun go clubbin, drinkin especially when feelin down. ITS NOT GOOD. Clubbin is suppose to be FUN and LIVELY =) U dance happily with no worries, smile when dancing, walkin ard oso majiam jumpin, smiling and blinkin to everyone. All u wan u can oso bartop dance! If happie mood, u sehseh drunk le, u oso got smile de. Wahaha. Stil owe a nite of clubbin wif ya. Mayb CNY period. ask MIA Queen to go =D TAKECAREZ


i wan to talk to u. but u jus so so busy? den dun call me! cant ya jus find time to at least gif me a call? dunnoe how long since i reali tok to u abt everything! do u noe how mani, "i call u later agn" haf u said so far? Nvm..u call oso sound hostile..might as well dun call. den pissed my day off! dun call!! i oso wont call u back! if u reali treat me wif TLC, u wont do tat to me any more further? JUS TELL ME if ya wan get back from me or if ya got new ger and find me redundant lah. All the empty promises and acknowledgements u given me are nonsentical!





ends at 1/17/2005 09:35:00 PM

Sunday, January 16, 2005Y

very silly, i noe i m veri silly. Remember i go round tellin pple tat u can actuali search at e ROM website to see if e person haf alreadi register marriage? Jus now i went to check le.. hmm, i tink there's a charge~ aniwae, i forgot his full name and i dun remember his ic no. Why on earth im still pondering abt him!


Friday went out to meet them feelin reali as if m dying..reali very feverish and cold and sehh!
But amazingly, when reached e chalet..i seems to recover liao lorh!!!

Huiwen n me haf a good long chat and talked abt many things on her mind..jus hope she's definitely feelin better and she do the things which she herself noe is e best for her. sometimes mani things jus cant too mian jiang..everyone deserves someone who treat one sincerely n wif care..and if both reali care for each other..do work things out~ things seems to be at a disadvantage for her..she couldn do much things to get things movin on smoothly..i'll b here to help u..as and when u need my help..to gif u a pat to hug n comfort u. dun be like me..too naive and too foolish .my r/s wif vincent was hanging on there for too long and it was damn horrible

ok back to chalet. Went to the beach and it was strolling time =) So romantic!! Remind me of the time when vincent n me was at Labrador park..it was jus e perfect nite..aft which we even went to mt faber!

okk..back to chalet..of eat and eat. huiwen n me busy eating. and the others playin dai-tee. Den wat else..played Heart Attack!! So fun..wahaha. And 'zhong ji mi ma' (sorrie,my hanyupinyin sucks). And over dere..oso busy being 'xia dao' by cockroaches~~~

Make a bet wif mary fren oso..damn fit guy. For every 1 finger push-ups he do, i do 5 normal push-ups. 2 finger push-ups lorhh..veri pain leh, not easy at all!! And he did six solid ones..so i of cos abide by e bets. and i did 30 push-ups lorh. hey, standard push-ups wif no kness no floor leh! But now..my arms are reali veri pain......................haha...damn lousy. If it was last time when stil in st john, tis wil nv happen. cos i very li-hai ok, very fit and health de! once a mth i conduct PT sessions leh..wahahaa

took mani photos too. but waiting to be uploaded~ and i saw my ex bf!!! was too shocked to see if them dere..xia dao till i shout lorh,come on lor, so qiao!! oso took a pix wif him. oh..he's wencheng, ex-bf, now my jiemei liao, and he's e one who sell vcd de..haa..

sianz, new stopover tml. i go slp le..feelin beeter..not so fever n headache~


bu shuang!!!So bu shuang n unhappie n ok..insecured,scared!! marcus lim! tis whole wk didn meet him too

ends at 1/16/2005 10:58:00 PM

Friday, January 14, 2005Y

im havin fever again. Since Wed nite till todae. Temp goes up to 38.2degress and reali feelin drowsy, tired, exhausted....Wat happen lah?! I jus recovered from previous sickness not even a month yet!



Aniwae, for two days, woke up feeling as if i m goin to faint den dying le...But i diedie oso wan to go to sch! Bcos of the Tsunami Charity tat our school is havin. No joke lorh..im VERY serious. Im so proud to be in this sch now =D Life has nv been meaningful in NYP until my dear team mates and everyone involved chipped in to make this event a success!
Everyone was doing a part to help the Tsunami Victims and reali..SBM staffs and pple are reali putting effort in it. The total money generated is $10k! And our iBid team generate a amount of $1117.50.


atrium was crowded oK!


We set up booth sellin items contributed by staffs of sbm. All of us wore black!


And there was a live auction going on too..wif auctioneers as famous sportsman and local artistes.
*Fann wong pictorial book was auction off at $100
*Jersey signed by 11 national soccer players auction off at $415 and the starting bidding price was just $50!
*Ronald Susilo signed t-shirt at $60
*Leslie Kwok signed t-shirt at $100!

Alan and Priscellia


Ronald Susilo. He's the shy shy type and reali cute!


Leslie Kwok! OMG..reali VERY VERY charming and nice figure, nice looks, nice assets, nice voice!!


JULIAN HEE!
when he came le, all the gers was like..goin bonkers. me too lah! Joann bidded for e bk at $38. haha! Julian Hee...luv him!


Was very very very super duper tired and fever shooting up..but nevertheless, all the iBid team are enjoying ourselves. "MOST" of us, "MAJORITY" of us are happie wif wat we have done! Veri meaningful and touched.... =)

oh ya! i took a pix wif Julian Hee!

Todae 14th Jan Fri


Last day at iBid le.

Seven weeks have pass and we are leaving each other....we have so much fun and worked hard. Be it our daily routine, projects, presentations, some small tiffs, collecting money, sleeping, eating, taking photos, played games, laughter.......
All goin to a new stopover next week =( Feel so reluctant to go off!



Only Melissa and Me was at BPOS and we were veri veri busy. Busy till no time to eat. have onli drink teh and eaten a few sticks of fries, a piece of mc-wing and sweets. Some MIA. And my 2 dear gals are sadly attached to MSC and they cant help us out.
Todae sucks, i was pretty unhappie over someone, too much le lah! [over limits. yesterday incident forget abt it, todae stil the same old attitude!] haiz!
And something even worse...the zip disk which is very important to us.......was CORRUPTED!!! All the seven weeks of hardwork was ALL GONE in a split second! So unlucky, last day stil tortute Melissa and Me. Almost cried. Haiz.....so pekchek! We alreadi tried our best to retrieve everythin from email acc under inbox and sent items le.

Supervisor was great lah! He's not only quite handsome but he did try to understand our situation. Mus said tat everyone did learn some valuable lessons from him. And he was even manage to tok to the so-called-bosses to let the iBid team to rest and go off at 330pm!

iBid rocks!





goin off soon. actuali quite seh to go out now..but i haf to go la..mary chalet! Hope i cant tahan.

tml work 10-10. dunnoe how mani yrs nv work 12hrs liao
sun work 12-10.


DUN FALL SICK AHH!!







ends at 1/14/2005 05:07:00 PM

Wednesday, January 12, 2005Y

hello everybody!!


i change url address again. cos dunwan let too many irrelevant pple to read lorh. i very geh kao lah. hahahaa =D


my hp now cant call out le. only u all can call me. but i can still msg..its obviously bcos NEVER PAY BILLS lorh. i'm givin a five days grace to pay my bills, so now its down to FOUR more days and my line will be suspended!!

stubborn, veri "metal teeth", call me tat bah. Cos im NOT goin to pay. Worst came to worst, no hp to use lorh. I longg longg ago alreadi kinda haf an agreement wif my mom tt, she CANT give me allowances den FORGET IT, but all hp bills she mus pay. And keep in mind..my hp haf NEVER goes more than $50. Im not too much or take them for granted.

My line is supplementary line de. My home de solebreadwinner is e main line holder. So this means tt, he oso cant call out. So i noe de, the housewife in my hse WILL "LL" go pay the bills. All bcos, she cares alot alot abt his man(than me)


Not kiddin lorh. the woman very super duper take care of the man. More than care for the girl. Rem few wks ago i mention tt the man phone was abit spoilt, can switch on at all? Woman actuali 'yin yin' wan get a new phone+new line lorh, when she alwaes these words,"no money lah" at her mouth. woman saw the man abit sick sick,pale, she very good to him..super duper concern and etc....
[okay. no names mention here]
didn intend to mention this out, but suddenly all mention out le..feelin agigated!!




Its the last week of my first round of tep stopover at BPOS, iBid le. Feelin sad...everyone is leaving off to a new stopover agn(call ctr). The few of us just bonded up yet now leaving and bidding farewell..hMm. sianz. yesterday we also 'guan ming zhen da' go fareastplaza for a two hour lunch together. Got ask permission from our supervisor lorh. Eat mixed vege rice. which was amazingly nice! taste jus like home cooked food =) Den we oso took photo stickers! Got chance den post it up..haf to trouble frens..i got no scanner, no digi/manual cam, no camera phone..

Doin the personal selling assignment now again. Got a total of three personal sellings to do~ this is jus e second one. Tis time round selling CNY goodies. SIan lorh, difficult to sell. No pictures and no brand name...and its oso nt nice to tell pple to buy from u lorh..abit reluctant to ask ask. they haf to spend money mah...somepple reali jialat lorh. got a Fren lah, i asked him in msn, wanna buy...den he replied back: "the number u haf dialled is not in use." Wah lau ehh...haha! wat a way to reject my offers -_-"


Tml big event in sch. SBM students n staffs are orgainsing a charity fund-raising for Tsunami disaster. Some are selling foods. and our iBid team is doing live auction(12-1230pm) Ur presence is greatly appreciated!!

And best of all.........Julian Hee will be in our school!! Julian Hee!!

haha..im goin to be siao tml liao! Drooling =D


these week busy le. here's how it goes
Thursday: Aft work shop for Mary present
Friday: Her birthday chalet
Saturday: Work 10-10
Sunday: Work 12-10

Since Tep started, i haven been working for long hours or work on both sat sun liao. Bcos reali tired and wanaa get a gd decent rest day. and sometimes stuupiddd reserve e day for him
But now i haf to work more n longer hrs. CNY is coming. Need to get a higher salary on 1st Feb. And wat for leave e day off for him? when he's freaking nothing to me and if i dunwork i no money. den spend e day wif him so wat? majiam he feed me liddat rite.

Anyway, hope todae de interview shun shun li li!!


Yesterday talked wif Shawn for two hrs =p happie happie

KL Trip!! hope its on for real tis time~~


freakin freakin bu-shuang him lorh!talk to me in this way..so rude. i noe dats e way u talk lah. but i reali hate it lorh! told u liao..dun tok to me using those crude,horrible words! im suppose to heed ur 'advice'- dun attitude,dun tok loud,dun bu-shuang tone. but u tink its fair mah?

ends at 1/12/2005 03:09:00 PM

Sunday, January 09, 2005Y

ben xiao jie here was very busy past few days, tat's why never post any new blogs here. Now i compensate bah. hahA..so it gonna be a very long blog again. Cousin ah, i oso dunnoe why leh..my entires all veri long! Cant help it lorh. But nvm lah...hope stil got pple read thru =D


Elison and me. 1980, drive a Nissan March. Dragon ball de qi long zhu hair style. A gd guy. good guy. Very attentive. Very joker lah..both oso same!


Randy and me. 1978, Lancer. Super fussy eater!! Worse off than me. Dun eat prawns, nasi lemak jus eat rice! dunneed the fish n peanuts..only drink coke and 'kickkapoo' and red wine. dundrink teh and beer and others and mani mani other more!! A racer. Ever drove at the speed of 310km? He did it before! He said very shiok feelin lorh, fast utnil everythin oso cant see clearly. all haf bcom very narrow view. once see a dim car rear light, mus siam liao, or will buang! Used to drive a Subaru!!


Thursday
Thur and Fri not workin at Angie after workin at Innova. So went to meet my dearies for our long-ago-planned KTV session. We went to Bugis to pray pray. And goin to Bugis will never be complete without the Yu pian mifen!! HahA..so yeah. We went to eat lorh and they bought crystal jade chix wings too. Its another delicacy food!!
Ktv at partyworld Orchard from 6pm to 10pm. Lame together wif all the songs!! English and Chinese Oldies like..'wo mei you pian ni, mei you pian ni....' sang by LuoShiFeng.
And i dunnoe wat happen to partyworld..it haf alwaes been relatively cheaper as compared to other ktv..but no more le. The total price was fucking $75 for four hours. Mind it leh..we didn order any exceptional drinks or food. So darn pissed to part ways with my $25. cos i m money-emptied liao!! Nx time go kbox!
okkk...forget the unhappiness!

Friday
Work at Innova. Last day with my nice funny entertaining colleagues le. Sales was good!!! We left the place at 3pm. And Randy sent me to school. TO SCHOOL!!! ohh kk..very excited. I've alwaes wanted to be offered a trip to school lorh..but somehow no-one offers me..such as Mr Tan who onli send me to cck mrt nia. And someother frens..ohhkk...old toyota corolla how to compare wif black Lancer? HahA =D

oh ya, it was reali unfair tt since i was on block leave, yet i haf to go back to sch to take a test lah!! I didn study at all..dunneed lah~ mcq nia! Go for two times de one hour lecture den got test..siao loh! Moreover, i tink its jus 5% to 10% weightage. Aniwae, havin a e-test, usin com and not the hardcopy type test is lousy and not safe!! Totally screwed up. So mani of us haf problems loggin in and etc lah...PISSED!!

Evenin*
Suppose to be just Raynor, Boon n Me for Fish N Co. But but in the end one turn up one by one. And all seven came liao. Happie lah. hHAhaha..dunnoe how mani decades ago we,seven pple together le! Haf fun there. Queue was long. Waiting time was abit long too. Haf fun there! Took lots of photos too~ cos huiwen bought along her digi cam!
Lipsin haf to work so he went off le~ so left six of us and we went to Dome to haf drinks and sit there feed mosquitoes! Mon to fri, i've been feedin mosquitoes at Innova!! Again..majiam siaocharbor and talked loudly and laughed and nonsense together there till late 11pm and homesweethome.
We are plannin for a two days trip to KL on Feb 19th and 20th. This time round, i hope it reali happens!!!! hMm!! We shld b so financially tight tt month le bah, cos CNY! oso lorh..km or hw mus go den i got gd reasons to let mom convince me to go~~ i reali wanna go!!!!!


Sat
so tired aft so mani days of havin long long day! work 930-130 and meet raynor,boon,huiwen n kaimei at town for shopping! one word-"SHIOK" to sum up the whole day!! Let u all noe wat they buy first.
Raynor, the Meiji bearbear for his frens
Boon, G2000 pants at 50% discount
Kaimei, MNG black 3/4top, veri comfortable! S&K purple top, Loreal mascara, trendyzone shoes.
Huiwen, one spaghetti top, one black sleeveless top, one covered shoes from trendyzone,one sandals from Km's shop, one blue sandals, one denim skirt,two bags. ALOT LORH!!!

Saw mani pple just one day alone too!
1-nyp de siao chao
2-bpos admin ger
3-tep mates from other stopovers
4-bpos mate de gd fren
5-ex colleague rizal n mega. stil happily together!

6-Linda & Bf
7-Dennis
8-METAL TEETH!!! Ah nelle and clairia, she almost scared me to death when i saw her at cine! her metal teeth power de lorh..later bite sia~~~

At2pm plus, some light shoppin at wisma first den proceed to fareastplaza to eat. All of us hungry like siao!!Sakura! Yandao manager =) wahahah. Shoppin again again again at fareast. Saw the two xiaomeimei who seduce boon n raynor last sun to buy clothes. Duh! xiao mei mei lah~~tis is not e way to do sales leh! *FAINT* okk...recommend 'Hero' to them. Clairia and me first got introduced to it with the smell~~wow~~
Den continue shoppin at Taka..den chiong to OG to look for the meiji bearbear. Todae recruited new member, huiwen to tac team join us liao. haha..four pple search till we may almost can make the cupboard upside down!! But actuali, it was fun! Finally found hao le, then shoo raynor off cos he's goin his frens hse for bday celebration.

So left me, huiwen and boon. Taka jewellry. Suxs. Sales approach was bias based. Products are lousy! budget jewellry shop lah..SK jewel may be better, At least they got Jeanette Aw as their a
mbassador. Or tianpo, Sookee be better too =) Nono..i wan Tiffany n Co for my weddin ring! oh k. i tink too much =x

kk lah..continue~ three of us went to Hereen to continue shopping and oso to Cine to look for km. So dats e place i saw Metal Teeth! Even though the two of them dunnoe metal teeth, but we stil joke abt metal teeth lorh. hahaha.
kelian de raynor and boon, they are reali reali tired bah rite! Gers can walked alot alot alot de..haha..

No more place to shop at town, so suggested Bugis! Another heavenly budget place to shop!! Bugis Village. Shop and shop again!! The previous foodcourt had turn into small shops le. Some are alreadi open. Very small space. rental was abt 2k,i ask de lorh! Wen items was increased significant over there!!!


Shop finish le~ so eating!! So yah..i got more n more pple same as me liao lorh~~ 'yu pian mifen' WAHAHA. ok ya..eat tat! hey, it was nice lorh. Dat's why huiwen can finish eating it. hehee =p


time to part ways wif them. all of us was reali worn out after a longgg day of walking n walkinggg....haa...but it was so much fun!

huiwen n me was so engrossed talkin abt the two men lor..they are so freaking alike! 100% alike!! hey these two men...can ya treat us better? talk to us in a nicer tone. Dun malign us tat we show u attitude, we chu pattern to u. can let us explain? cannot alwaes jus tt u can explain and we cant. listen to us can? aiyoyyo. both of us felt so pissed lorh...no-one ever ever tok to us liddat, treat us liddat,
when they angry, they just threw temper at us, talk to us majiam we are the criminal or their recruits, mus shout and tok loud loud!! Yet wat did we do...? we choose to keep quiet, nv trashed out wif them..tok to them patiently....haiz...we are nt their gf yet its as if we are..very confusing huh~~

haha. Poor boon onli can listen to two of us tok and tok complain non-stop! huiwen n me are complaining together abt j and m. Imagine these two guys j and m together..they wil oso complain abt huiwen n me together lorh..haha...so funnie..

yah lah. got it correct, we had a small tiff again lah jus last nite!! idiotic! ok la, pardon the details here. lazy lorh. But in e end, i oso went all e way down to simei to find him lah. his knees was stil in pain~

so mani things haven do yet. watch seed of chucky, kungfu, meet tingyi!
Wed goin for a job interview! hope i get e job!

okk....soo tired, didn get a gd slp at all. so fast sunday liao~~i goin to rest now

happie de raynor in NZ liao!






ends at 1/09/2005 03:18:00 PM

Wednesday, January 05, 2005Y

This week is my block leave =) But im a very hardworking ger! i got work lorh okay! Bcos CNY is nx month, so i need to haf more money for standby!

From Monday to Friday, i m workin at a very new JC, reali new. half of the school still under construction lorh. dat explains why, there's so many mosquitoes, fly or wat u called is tat thing. i've got so many bites from those flying things. So damn itchy!! And there's no canteen yet! The teachers there are all young, there isnt any LKK de teachers! Some teachers are reali handsome n pretty! Okay..some students are cute too. All veri young! 1988!! The sch is not veri conveniently located oso. Take train to a mrt stn, den take a short distance bus, den walk abt 10mins before reachin sch. And ya, haf to walk past constuction site where there is mani banglas!

Tok so much abt the sch liao..i haven tell u wat im doing rite? Promotin magazines to students..its a very very easy job! Short hrs too. I finished work at 1.30pm for e past three days. Newsweeks, Readers Digest...haha..all the books tat we dun read. But essential to JC pple lah..its not hard promoting it to them, since most of them alreadi know abt it and some are alreadi subscribling to it!! Every mornin reach ard 830liddat..then eat breakfast =) Tabao from nearby neighbourhood shoppin mall. Den sit down lame talk play nonsense chat wif my other two colleagues.

Work together wif 2 guys. Full timers. They are SUPER SUPER entertaining frens. Got frens like them sure very happie!! From mornin till noon...laugh and lame wif them de lorh!! Okay..i was nick-named by them, "West Kid" cos i live west..they live east lah..and they oso keep li-siao me say i got alot of 'gin na'[children in hokkien] under me, tat i very set set the ah lian, tat i belong to WEST territority, i collect protection money, kill pple, threaten pple when they dunwan subscrible. If they dunwan subscrible, their presents will be BLACK CARS waiting for them[black car is carry dead bodies de] and oso bandages, parang-knives and blood ozzing about. Basically they identify me as someone dangerous and from society lah.hahha

Aiay..alot alot alot lorh...they are reali very funnie. i'm glad to noe them =) So entertaining and nice pple. Workin wif them is jus so good. Hope the frenship wil continue and nt remain jus for the next two days~ One is 1980, drive a Nissan March, the other one is 1978, drive a Lancer. Not bad not bad..they drive me to the nearest mrt aft work as im West Kid and they need to go back office. HaA..so fun working there!

oh..dat sch is veri near lyon hse =D Used to go his hse veri often. Played wif his sister or overnite there. hmm..tat was soo long ago~


Yesterday aft work at Lot 1..went to Bt Timah to eat wif Darren! he oso got his license!! Next time got another fren can drive me out liao!!! Stayed there till 1130om den left..he alwaes veri nice de lorh. Alwaes pei me go back..


Mon, Tue and Wed oso got work at angie from 6-10pm..den tml wil go ktv wif dearies. friday wil go for dinner wif buddies. Sat i work till 130pm nia..Sun im off..



i've no plans for the wkends yet.....sad ya..
cos in hope of leavin the day for him. but i dun tink so animore..sat he's goin SHE concert..sunday, he wun wanna go out..is he reali tt busy tat the phonecalls are jus decreasing..mayb he haf new ger to call..or mayb he's reali busy n tired? Aniwae..sometimes reali veri tired waiting for pple to call...so sianz..everytime say i chu pattern..when i reali never! only know how to malign me..only he can show his unhappiness and me-ben xiao jie cannot tell u im unhappie meh?


ends at 1/05/2005 04:01:00 PM

Monday, January 03, 2005Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYNOR!!
gong xi gong xi!



ohh yah. im feelin so complicated so confused.

Was abit upset tat i didn meet him on the weekends. Sat and Sun. Thought tat wil b a chance todae-sunday, but well..there wasnt. I haf to carry the bag around wif me. From sat shoppin for it till todae gatherin out wif my buddies. Its pretty heavy lorh. Wana gif him so he can bring in camp to snack it. Haf been spending two sundays wif him for grocery shoppin. and he bought mani goodies back too.

Oh well. There wasn any chance. When can i meet that man!!



i'm a veri silly ger? a veri stuppidd ger? a good for nothing ger? the gers fren he haf are all doing veri good and veri pretty and seems to be jus good lah. Undergraduate, Diploma holder, can cook pretty clever. hmm. so complicated. so fan!



ends at 1/03/2005 01:13:00 AM